Meaning of my Existence?!{♥}


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    Monday, September 29, 2008 -{'8:59 AM

    kope from jasmine blog who kope from des blog.... XD let do this at IFC camp

    Sunday, September 28, 2008 -{'11:13 PM
    balares gathering yeaterday at east coast XD was damn damn damn fun and kana sun burn abit haha.... more pic will have to wait till mr monkey hunter sent us haha..... ah well... i'll let the pic do the talking...

    cute dog right?




    scary.... jasmine is glaring at victor...
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    finally crack my "fish" piggy bank after like.... 10+ years? started when was in K1 i think haha...
    too bad only got $80.31 haha....


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    on other news..... im selling this cd and the legend of the condor hero 2008 dvd.... price can be disscuss de XD










    Wednesday, September 24, 2008 -{'7:12 AM
    got back from camp in the morning.... damn tired from staying up all night.... haha.....

    for the camp.... we tested some of the games, tho only nigel and samuel got wet.... then had a minor meeting with sharon and all camp dept main comm.... tested out the night photo hunt before going back to the room.....

    stayed up all night doing.........Secert XD..

    supper at prata was nice....
    Monday, September 22, 2008 -{'9:13 AM
    test run camp tmr..... log team only got me and nic lol.... cus sub comm all busy.... haha.....

    now still in post camp mood XD balares rox sia!!!! haha.....

    still cant settle when want gathering =_-''' sian.... haha....

    this few days can dont know why abit emo and anti-social.... with major mood swing here and there.... must be due to tireness ba haha..... so sorry to all that i offenced either via too hyper or too anti-social.....

    or maybe its cause i started listening to X-Japan song again.... haha sad song but damn damn touching haha.....

    got ns letter le.... sian... so fast 3 years going to pass le....

    hmm recap ba:

    Year 1:
    -entered TP for week zero,mentor are dexter and sheng wen,
    -got attach to F604
    -not really hyped up but slowly warm up after a while....
    -thought yuan jian was a malay (sorry man)
    -beat the next class with just mentor+ 4 of us(yokie,ivan,me and one other)
    -touch java for first time (program using notepad -_-)
    -eat engine food and agree it SUX
    -form a gang(?),wilson bike gang... then later yuan jian gang XD
    -skipped my first lec on june 2nd cus some body(ok.... maybe 3/4 of the class) was trying to egg and flour me...
    -joined first camp (EEO camp),mentor jackson and xinglong
    -first poly exam,pass with GPA 3.64
    -first class gathering (hate the true and dare)
    -skipped more lec(and sleep in some)
    -get to know i.HUB members
    -i.HUB 5 man camp
    -GPA drop to 3.42
    -first week zero mentor

    Year 2:
    -i.HUB main-comm (Asst-IT)
    -skipped more lec(cant blame... cant understand some of them talking)
    -oct intake Log team
    -KL trip with wq,yokie,jian
    -split class and make more friends
    -mixed around more with ppl outside my social circle(ESC ex maincom)
    -first bar trip
    -first clubbing trip
    -second april intake mentor
    -gpa drop to 2.96
    -get to know xiujuan

    Year 3
    -got attached
    -MP/SIP started
    -i.HUB maincomm (round 2,Prog head)
    -first birthday celeb by both i.HUB and by classmate ( thanks alot XD )
    -broke up
    -MP/SIP extend
    -AC camp (balares)
    -got medi checkup letter

    haha... if i miss anything major let me know can?
    Saturday, September 20, 2008 -{'11:00 AM
    Some lyrics cropped from Tears by X-Japan

    Loneliness your silent whisper,
    fills a river of tears throught the night.
    Memory you never let me cry.....
    and you, you never said good-bye.

    Sometimes our tears blinded the love,
    we lost our dreams along the way.
    But i never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates.....,
    never thought you will leave me alone...

    Time through the rain has set me free.
    Sand of time will keep yout memory
    Love everlasting fades away,
    Alive within your beatless heart

    (thus) dry you tears with love.....
    dry your tears with love.....

    If you could have told me anything
    you would have found what love is
    If you could have told me what was on your mind
    I would have shown you the way
    Someday I'm gonna be older than you
    I've never thought beyond that time
    I've never imagined the pictures of that life
    For now I will try to live for you and for me
    I will try to live, try to live with love,
    with dreams, and forever with tears
    Tuesday, September 16, 2008 -{'7:17 AM

    SG from the boat XD

    The island so nice...



    MONKEYS!!!!!!

    Field cooking....checked out jasmine's face

    Group photo 1
    ZX candid shot
    cassandra posting with the flag... candid again....

    behold....The monkey attacker!!!



    more of jasmine's unglamLoved this view....



    More Island view...


    Back to TP le.... Candid FTW






    she dont like take photo.....
    NOT XD



    Grp photo 2
    3
    4


    thats all for the photos for now.... seem got a few from victor havent got yet haha...

    Sunday, September 14, 2008 -{'6:29 AM
    whee back from camp XD left 1 day early cus monday got meeting....zzzz...... missed my group and the way we do everything together zzz..... ok.... long post ahead

    sister island was damn fun ( and small also ) haha , saw lots of monkey there haha.... really really enjoyed my time there tho its the first time i went camp other than in school de... haha....

    first day was in school... helped our with CSC event.... haha tho the guys was SKW( u know what i mean)... it was fun till we MOVED THE METAL TABLE FROM DESIGN.... damn heavy can?
    the evenng was ok... walked about visiting the stores with victor... then danced mass dance on the carpet grass.... haha all of us dont care bout the 50 dollar fines haha...

    first night was damn funny.... victor and me was sitting while waiting for chris and PH to come back... then paul( AC advisor) came by and talk to us.... then he ask if it will rain.... i look at the cloud and told him that the sky seems cloudy and abit reddish thus will rain.... then he take a look... and said in a comfident way " i dont think it will rain,the clouds dont seem so thick".... ok... listen to him.... then at 2am i woke with a drip on water on my face... my first reaction was... "water? OH SHIT RAIN LIAO" haha.... then the 5 of us quickly grab our stuff and drag the tent away haha.... quick thinking ba haha...

    moved to sister island the second day morning... sea breeze damn shiok... and the island is so nice.... didnt see really clear river or something but the enviroment was damn damn damn beaultiful..... haha.... pitch the tent ... in the field.... while bout 4 small monkey was looking at us from above us..... haha.... our tent was like in one corner... in day light seem ok... but then at night.... our guys tent seem like kana isolated in 1 corner like that haha....

    cooked our own food there with our rations for lunch and dinner.., while cooking dinner or was it lunch?,some monkey went down to ground area then victor went walking toward them and scare off the "lao er"... then the boss break a branch from the tree and drop down... my group was like kana shock la haha ,after then did some event then have a "not that scary " night walk .... not scary at all lor haha... then gather round at the jetty tell ghost story as a group..... then sudden switch to cold joke lol....

    then took a bath before going sleep , the shower area is like NS style.. open air de then got no lights cus the island got no electricity haha....... then jian they all was like shouting in the toilet: " WAH LUCKY THE GUYS SIDE GOT HEATER","WAH...WARM WATER DAMN SHOIK SIA" for the girls to hear.... haha....

    after shower, went out to the hut and chit chat with victor,PH and 3 girls (fine fine..... grr Jasmine,Cassandra and Jing Xin) then ate some "supper" there while telling jokes again.... haha.. then joined by wen qiang... haha.... slept at 12am...

    last morning for me and victor... at bout 4 am heard some monkey making noise outside camp.... had a good laugh cus we were discussing if the monkey will come take revenge on victor haha... woke at bout 6.55am.... went wash face then heard that some guy got chase by monkey (boss/lao da) haha.... say the tracks on the sand as prove haha...

    ate breakfast and took the ferry at 10am... then shutter bus back to TP and had lunch with jian ,victor ,yokie and...err.... i didnt ask her name haha... then cab home after that haha...

    haha... i still dont dare touch my shoes.... it really stinks.... have to apply like 3 layer of soap to wash of the smell on ur hands even if u just touch it lightly... haha.....

    well... guess i overtyped a little..... will upload the photos after i get it from victor...

    p.s: the water heater was a lie if u dont get it..... already say no electricity liao how can got water heater haha
    Thursday, September 11, 2008 -{'8:46 AM
    zzz tmr camp liao haha... need wake up early yet im stil awake now.... haha.....

    changed my music box again..... some of the tracks are really nice.... but then again.... not much people visit this blog anyway haha...... so i guess i just put it there to listen myself ba haha....

    hmm stress up with project extention? maybe... haha but then its more like annoyed .... ah well. get it done with and have a good break ba.....

    seem she got good result.... relive le.... but then what past is past.... no used looking back le....
    ♥ TAGGED
    Thursday, September 4, 2008 -{'9:38 AM
    1. The person who tag you is.
    seh ting

    2. Your relationship with him/her is .
    im her devil

    3. Your five impression of him/her.
    small,tiny,mini,short,good to make fun of

    4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you .
    hmmm, listen when im really depress? twice XD

    5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you .
    hmm cheer up be happy? tho she always say "oi" when i disturb her

    6.If he/she become your lover, you will .
    hmm... dunno... haha

    7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be .
    dont want to comment

    8. If he/she become your enemy, you will .
    make peace? better have more frens than enemy

    9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be .
    dunno.... fate to be?

    10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is .
    hmm not sure...

    11. Your overall impression of him/her is .
    short and very tickish XD

    12. How you think people around you will feel about you .
    happy-go-lucky ba

    13. The characters you love of yourself are :
    care-free

    14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are .
    abit too annoying sometimes

    15. The most ideal person you want to be is .
    SeReCt XD

    16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
    Thanks for being a part of my life... even when it is used to....

    17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you. (let see if they read my blog)
    1. Cheryl
    2. Kavan
    3. Handa
    4. Rosalind
    5. Yokie
    6. Vivian
    7. WeiQiang
    8. Marilyn
    9. Train
    10. Joan

    18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?(Vivian)
    not sometime i can just say out right? anyway i also dunno

    19. Is no.9 a male or female?(Train)
    male

    20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?(WeiQiang, Joan)
    LOL uncle and ah lian? haha....

    no ques 21!
    dunno.... i copy paste then edit here de.... neway....

    22. What is no.2 studying about?(Kavan)
    TP - Diploma in IFC

    23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?(Handa)
    last sat ba

    24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?(Marilyn)
    bu zhi dao.... haha

    25. Does no.1 have any siblings?(Cheryl)
    got a brother i think.... dunno

    26. Will you woo no.3?(Handa)
    do i look like im a gay?

    27. How about no.7(WeiQiang)
    EWWW

    28. Is no.4 single?(Rosalind)
    dunno... think so ba

    29. What is the surname of no.5?(Yokie)
    chan

    30. What 's the hobby of no.10?(Joan)
    camwhore? haha.... or watching drama and hippos?

    31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?(Yokie Train)
    yup... they does

    32. Where is no.2 studying at?(Kavan)
    Temasek Poly

    33. Talk something casually about no.1.(Cheryl)
    da jie jie type ba...

    34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?(Marilyn)
    nope ba.... see her as a big sister

    5. Where does no.9 live at?(Train)
    i cant spell... hint :1 stop after kovan station from hougang XD

    36. What colour does no.4 like? (Rosalind)
    not sure leh... pink?

    37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?(Yokie, Cheryl)
    nope...

    38. Does no.1 have any pets?(Cheryl)
    no?

    39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (WeiQiang)
    haha... dont think so... but good person nevertheless

    40. What is no. 10 doing now?(Joan)
    for all i know.... watching drama or sleeping ba
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    But i can cry with you...

    If one day you want to run away,
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    And there isnt a answer...
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