A Teeny piece of Heaven....

2009-05-26T11:17:00.001-07:00

曾經有一份真實的愛情在我面前~
可我沒有珍惜~
等我失去的時候~
後悔莫及~
這世上最痛苦的事莫過於此~
如果上天可以給我的機會~
讓我重新再來~
我會對妳說~
我愛妳~
如果非要在這愛上加上時間~
我希望是一萬年~
每一輩子都愛妳~

2008-12-23T01:48:00.000-08:00

MOVED TO http://icy-fate-or-destiny.blogspot.com/

2008-12-22T08:48:00.000-08:00

ITS A BLISS TO BE CAREFREE

2008-12-20T06:25:00.000-08:00

shit happens...

something i learnt from the EPudding FC alliance haha....

overall the event yesterday was fun..... on the first day (we just keep sleeping everywhere on the second day)

met up with the mates who went japan haha.... thx weiling and yongfong for suggesting and joanna for making it happens.....

got a plush from a machine... first time sia haha.... luck ba zzz....

need to get start on proj..... seriously....

2008-12-17T09:19:00.000-08:00

its funny how time flies.... in 3 mths i will be cast out of school life and into the army liao....

frankly lar.... i dont feel like leaving my school life.... but i guess its a thing everyone must go thru....

summary of school life:
6 years of carefree primary school life with fellow 'pure' friends
4 years of miserable secondary school life with not so 'pure' classmate
3 years of crazy poly life with my totally corrupted friends

13 years of studies, what u gain is not only knowledge.... but rather u form ur attitude, experience and insights into how u live ur life.....

i once told someone to live her life in poly to the fullest, to pass thru this phrase of life without regret..... and to look back and laugh at all the memories..... and she asked me if i had did it...

these 3 years of poly:
i formed friendship with people from all race,religion and country as well as age

had friends who remember my birthday and celebrate with me every year

got a gf then broke up....

total rebel agaist a lecturer

cried with a whole LT of mentor/subcomm/maincomm cried together during week zero 07/08

mentor for 3 classes (nigel's,elvis's,pink's)

cheated during mobcomm lab test and quiz (if u dont understand u dont understand its a simple as that)

drank and got high

got on a plane for the first time to the place i always wanted to go...

chance to be a leader and lead

seen how people who only know each other for 30mins is able to risk their all for each other

completed a java project (comprog) in 1 hr and 30 min (flow chart not included)

survived 3 years with 5k in bank

almost died in Sentosa from swimming beyond capacity....

slept in the middle of the road in nicoll highland

scored welled on a exam in which i only studied for <2hrs

and alot more...

seriously.... i will miss this period of my life......

seriously..... 3 mths more..... u can never return to this kind of life..... not ever......

2008-12-17T06:53:00.000-08:00

had never thought that what i learned in school could be so useful....

reading of xml codes, understanding etc and get the information i needed.... ya.... useful huh....

for example:

unknown song in a playlist from someone's blog that i want to know the title of.

first i view source (learned from kavan lol)
then i get the link of the playlist
then i look at the xml coding of the playlist which contain all the titles
and if lucky..... the link for the mp3 file itself XD

so ya.... listen well in class k? u nv know when u will be able to apply the skill :)

2008-12-16T07:15:00.000-08:00

its kind of sad/depressing when u browse thru ur phone book and contact list and notice everyone is too busy to go out....

2008-12-13T21:33:00.000-08:00

im reposting this again... ya im that bored XD
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December 14, 1972
My dearest darling John:

Who ever in the whole world would dream of getting a real Partridge in a Pear Tree?
How can I ever express my pleasure.
Thank you a hundred times for thinking of me this way.

My love always, Agnes
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December 15, 1972

Dearest John:

Today the postman brought your very sweet gift. Just imagine two turtle doves.
I'm just delighted at your very thoughtful gift.
They are just adorable.

All my love, Agnes
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December 16, 1972

Dear John:
Oh! Aren't you the extravagant one. Now I must protest.
I don't deserve such generosity, three French hens.
They are just darling but I must insist, you've been too kind.

All my love, Agnes
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December 17, 1972

Dear John:

Today the postman delivered four calling birds.
Now really, they are beautiful, but don't you think enough is enough.
You are being too romantic.

Affectionately, Agnes
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December 18, 1972

Dearest John:
What a surprise. Today the postman delivered five golden rings, one for every finger.
You're just impossible, but I love it.
Frankly, all those birds squawking were beginning to get on my nerves.

All my love, Agnes
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December 19, 1972

Dear John:
When I opened the door today there were actually six geese laying on my front steps.
So you're back to the birds again huh? These geese are huge.
Where will I ever keep them? The neighbors are complaining and I can't sleep through the racket. Please stop.

Cordially, Agnes
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December 20, 1972

John:
What's with you and those freaking birds?? Seven swans a swimming.
What kind of damn joke is this? There's bird poop all over the house and they never stop the racket. I can't sleep at night and I'm a nervous wreck. It's not funny. So stop those freaking birds.

Sincerely, Agnes
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December 21, 1972
O.K. Buster:
I think I prefer the birds. What the hell am I going to do with 8 maids a milking? It's not enough with all those birds and 8 maids a milking, but they had to bring their damn cows. There is manure all over the lawn and I can't move in my own house. Just lay off me, smartass.

Agnes
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December 22, 1972
Hey ^^*thead:
What are you? Some kind of sadist? Now there's nine pipers playing. And Christ do they play. They've never stopped chasing those maids since they got here yesterday morning. The cows are getting upset and they're stepping all over those screeching birds. What am I going to do? The neighbors have started a petition to evict me. You'll get yours!

Agnes
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December 23, 1972

You rotten prick:
Now there's ten ladies dancing. I don't know why I call those &#@$s ladies. They've been balling those pipers all night long. Now the cows can't sleep and they've got diarrhea. My living room is a river of ^^*@. The Commissioner of Buildings has subpoenaed me to give cause why the building shouldn't be condemned. I'm calling the police on you!

Agnes
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December 24, 1972
Listen $*#*head:

What's with those eleven lords a leaping on those maids and ladies? Some of those broads will never walk again. Those pipers ran through the maids and have been committing sodomy with the cows. All twenty-three of the birds are dead. They've been trampled to death in the orgy. I hope you're satisfied, you rotten vicious swine.

Your sworn enemy, Agnes
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December 25, 1972

Dear Sir: This is to acknowledge your latest gift of twelve fiddlers fiddling which you have seen fit to inflict on our client, Miss Agnes McHolstein. The destruction, of course, was total. All correspondence should come to our attention. If you should attempt to reach Miss McHolstein at Happy Dale Sanitarium, the attendants have been instructed to shoot you on sight. With this letter please find attached a warrant for your arrest.

Cordially, Law Offices of Badger, Bender and Chole

Merry x'mas all

2008-12-12T23:14:00.000-08:00

hmm abit not in order... haha nvm.. its my blog anyway..

went down to katong after final paper on thurs haha... ate the laksa there with qiang while jian and vivian watch( cus they dont want ) then went to the cafe next door and have a cake set :D 6.90 for a slice of cake and a fruit punch hehe..... but i swear vivian de bigger than mine lor...

chatted abit while waiting for rain to stop..... and pass time till 4pm.... then dunno how linked to talking to sleep-walking.... vivian advice i go for mental checkup cus i sleepwalk when i young -_-...

walked around and sang K till 7... wilson joined us about 4.30 ba..... 4 dollars + for 3 hrs is quite cheap haha... something funny when we walked back to have dinner......

wei qiang called home then the person told him wrong number haha!!

had lunch at some where in tekong (dunno if that the place lar.. only remember it from a store sign).. after mr puah decide to lead us go wrong way twice..... bussed home after....

Fri:
woke at 6.20 bath then went out..... reach CMPB at 8.20 ba.... then begin photo take etc at 8.35 since i went to toilet..... register and went for urine test(lucky i drank some water before hand haha)..... then wait for blood test..... damn pain lar.... sit there with hand on the pillow thingy then he poke a needle in then see ur blood spray into the tube thingy... THEN HE CHANGE ANOTHER TUBE.... conclusion : 2 tube of blood loss =_-...

hearing test next..... sit in that sound proof room like idoit lar... then raise hand to the direction of sound.... yup... like total idoit.... eye test and X-ray next... nothing happening there..... then while traveling to the dental check-up.... I LOST MY STICKER.... zzz then they have to write my info instead of using the sticker haha...

lie down at the dental thingy.... then he check for missing teeth... seem like mine alot missing sia.... haha.... then went to next station.... locked my bag etc in the locker then remove top and shoes and sock...then test for heart (forgot whats it call liao)..... some bloody malay cut my queue here..... haha but in the end he lie there longer cus his heart like got problem...

Height and weight next...... measure as 171.9cm =_-.... and 50.2 kg..... then fat content at 7%... lol... normal people is 12% like that de lor.... haha.... then wait for number and then check if got any illness etc.... then got inform i kana PES B cus im skinny zzz....

IQ test after..... so sian lor.... do till can sleep sia.....

after which went home le... cus ALL LIKE NOT FREE DE!!!!.... sigh....

2008-12-12T22:47:00.000-08:00

有那麼一對情侶.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶爾時不時出些壞點子耍耍男孩.男孩很聰明,也很懂事,最主要的一點.幽默感很強.總能在2個人相處中找到可以逗女孩發笑的方式.女孩很喜歡男孩這種樂天派的心情.　　

他們一直相處不錯,女孩對男孩的感覺,淡淡的,說男孩像自己的親人.　　

男孩對女孩愛甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每當吵架的時候,男孩都會說是自己不好,自己的錯.即使有時候真的不怪他的時候,他也這麼說.他不想讓女孩生氣.　　

就這樣過了5年,男孩仍然非常愛女孩,像當初一樣.　　

有一個週末,女孩出門辦事,男孩本來打算去找女孩,但是一聽說她有事,就打消了這個念頭.他在家裡呆了一天,他沒有聯繫女孩,他覺得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打擾他.　　

誰知女孩在忙的時候,還想著男孩,可是一天沒有接到男孩的消息,她很生氣.晚上回家後,發了條信息給男孩,話說得很重.甚至提到了分手.當時是晚上12點.　　

男孩心急如焚,打女孩手機,連續打了3次,都給掛斷了.打家裡電話沒人接,猜想是女孩把電話線拔了.男孩抓起衣服就出門了,他要去女孩家.當時是12點25.　　

女孩在12點40的時候又接到了男孩的電話,從手機打來的,她又給掛斷了.　　

一夜無話.男孩沒有再給女孩打電話.　　

第2天,女孩接到男孩母親的電話,電話那邊聲淚俱下.男孩昨晚出了車禍.警方說是車速過快導致剎車不急,撞到了一輛壞在半路的大貨車.救護車到的時候,人已經不行了.　　

女孩心痛到哭不出來,可是再後悔也沒有用了.她只能從點滴的回憶中來懷念男孩帶給她的歡樂和幸福.　　

女孩強忍悲痛來到了事故車停車場,她想看看男孩呆過的最後的地方.車已經撞得完全不成樣子.方向盤上,儀表盤上,還沾有男孩的血跡.　　

男孩的母親把男孩當時身上的遺物給了女孩,錢包,手錶,還有那部沾滿了男孩鮮血的手機.女孩翻開錢包,裡面有她的照片,血漬浸透了大半張.　　

當女孩拿起男孩的手錶的時候,赫然發現,手錶的指針停在12點35分附近.　　

女孩瞬間明白了,男孩在出事後還用最後一絲力氣給她打電話,而她自己卻因為還在堵氣沒有接.男孩再也沒有力氣去撥第2遍電話了,他帶著對女孩的無限眷戀和內疚走了.　　

女孩永遠不知道,男孩想和她說的最後一句話是什麼.女孩也明白,不會再有人會比這個男孩,更愛她了！　　

愛上一個人的８個預兆　　
1.當你正在忙時，卻把手機開著，等著她/他的短信.. 你已經愛上她/他了　　
2.如果你喜歡和她/他兩個人單獨漫步.. 你已經愛上她/他了　　
3.當你和她/他在一起時，你會假裝不注意他，但是當她離/他開你的視線時，你會急著尋找她/他... 你已經愛上她了　　
4.當她/他受傷或生病時，你會很關心她，替她/他著急.. 你已經愛上他了　　
5.當她/他和別人要好時，你會感到吃不知其味... 你已經愛上她了　　
6.當你看到她/他那甜美的笑時，你的嘴角會揚起一絲得意的笑.. 你已經愛上她/他了...... 　
7.當你看到這篇文章時，心裡想到某個人　　
8.當你看到這篇文章後，不回貼將會一輩子沒人愛，沒人疼，沒人陪，沒人關心，沒人照顧！！

2008-12-11T21:16:00.000-08:00

Medical check-up result :

following the medical examination at Medical Classification Centre, you have been graded provisionally as: Pes B L1

Physical Employment Standard (PES)

PES B= Fit for most operational vocations(Full BMT)

WHEE dont need first to chiong and die liao haha

edit: zzz so after 8 mths of no contact now want see our proj.... stupid company

2008-12-09T07:46:00.000-08:00

some photos i found in my phone haha:

potential father?

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SCSM!!!!

hehe me :)

DEAD BODIES FOUND BELOW CONCOURSE
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Dinner out with folks

my singapore sling

sis's long island tea

Sis acting cute haha.....

2008-12-08T05:54:00.000-08:00

I change my blogsong whoa!!!!! spended like donkey years (actually just 2 hrs) to find the mp3 version that can be downloaded.... haha in holiday mood liao.... term test die le XD

woke up at 8-9am like that today.... thats like err...... 15 hrs straight sleep since the last post? haha.... thus my "pay" for being a helper for SCSM = 20 dollars, 1 tag , experience and 15 hrs of sleep? haha....

oh ya.. saw this cute/chio girl running in the SCSM.... then noticed....... her twin sister is running a few meters behind her.... that like wow XD haha totally A class those type de....

die i still havent study for WS..... die liao haha....

edited: im stun by jasmine's blog de song..... lol

2008-12-06T23:31:00.000-08:00

time noted:3.32pm

the second most crazy thing i did this week was

sleeping in the middle of nicoll highway on the road at 9+ in the morning......

blog more later... tired now

time check...3.33pm

2008-12-06T03:19:00.000-08:00

the most crazy thing i did this week is.............

WATCHING LATE NIGHT MOVIES WHEN I HAVE SCSM AND TERM TEST PREPARATION THE NEXT DAY!!!!!

ya..... XD going out soon le ~~~~~~ cheers :)

2008-12-04T03:46:00.000-08:00

怎么隐藏　我的悲伤　失去你的地方
你的发香　散得匆忙　我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛　还能看见　你离去的痕迹
在月光下　一直找寻　那想念的身影

如果说分手　是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前　我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的　不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白

我会发着呆　然后忘记你　接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天　会有人代替　让我不再想念你
我会发着呆　然后微微笑　接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍　你温柔的脸　在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪　模糊了视线　你已快看不见

2008-12-03T05:08:00.000-08:00

i failed my napfa.....sadded.... failed due to SBJ and 2.4.... SBJ 210cm sia..... freaking 2 cm below an E.... then 2.4 13:33 mins.... passing is 13 mins.... zzz all so close de..... on the other hand.... quite happy ba.... 13:33.... personal best atm....

2008-12-02T07:38:00.000-08:00

Name:leslie
Date: 12/2/2008
Colorgenics Number: 71326045

Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.

You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.

You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.

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maybe ba.... anyway saw this in lukes's blog.... nothing to do thus tried out....

true that people has betray my trust....... a well... promise are meant to be broken anyway.....

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

2008-12-02T03:56:00.000-08:00

i cant believe i got back home before 9pm!!!! haha.... thought will reach the mall at 8 then 1 hr to see and buy the stuff i need.....

haha.... got my running shoes le.... hopfully can allow me to do better at 2.4 ba.... haha....

nothing much today..... learn hacking in netsec..... slack around for the break, then lec and 1 hr CGP.... then dinner with jian and wait for rain stop before coming home.....

finally after tmr i can say bb to MP le..... after the report is in that is.... haha....

still wondering if i sld do it.... guess i will decide after the term papers

2008-12-01T21:18:00.000-08:00

stop being so freaking self-centered, the world dont only consist of u asshole!!

2008-12-01T07:49:00.000-08:00

Actual conversation just now...

weiling says (11:39 PM):
not coming back to school this friday ma.

weiling says (11:39 PM):
so maybe not playing.

-L3sl1E= says (11:39 PM):
lol

-L3sl1E= says (11:39 PM):
why? dating ar?

weiling says (11:39 PM):
lol, no! hahahah

weiling says (11:39 PM):
might be going to my cousin to "exercise"

weiling says (11:39 PM):
hahahha

-L3sl1E= says (11:40 PM):
hmm which meaning? normal, NC16, M18 or others?

weiling says (11:41 PM):
lol! no dirty meaning!

weiling says (11:41 PM):
i also dont know why i put the inverted commas. =.=

-L3sl1E= says (11:41 PM):
u own self type de

weiling says (11:41 PM):
ya lor. hahaha. kuku me

-L3sl1E=says (11:42 PM):
print screen and post on blog XD

weiling says (11:42 PM):
LOL!

2008-12-01T06:08:00.000-08:00

hmm really... sometime i wonder how some people can be so bored as to tag nonsense on ppls blog using other ppl's name.... seriously here my reply to u....

dare to do it then dare to owned up or are u just a 9 year old kid who dont dare to get a life? sissy!!!!

nothing much today.... went back school get my report.... lucky i went back since lec angry at some ppl from my class.... then decide not to call anyone back to get report..... haha.... if not i cant head up on wed liao....

shop around with nic..... got my DMC3 disk from a shop..... ya i know outdated liao.... but i like the game...so ya..... saw her on way out after getting report..... why must we act like total stranger now? is this how we are destinated to be? to be acting as stranger even when we know each other?..... ur coldness..... why do u enjoy making me suffer like that.....

2008-11-30T08:34:00.001-08:00

yawn..... haha.... what a way to waste my sunday..... i slept he whole day away haha......

do you remember your primary school teacher? those adult that chase you for homework , threaten to call ur parents and really mean it? does anyone of them create a impact on ur life that you able to remember them till now even after so many years?

i hated her back then..... haha.... due to the fact that i dont do my work and she practically called my parents every single week.... till the fact that i dont dare return home that time..... but im glad that she forgive me every time with a smile....after calling my parent =_-..... and pulled my result up.... oh.... she a master teacher now..... and gotten a PTA award... ya.... great achivement...... even tho we lost contact after leaving school ( she got promoted and work in MOE now if im not wrong)... i still remember her ya......

just wanted to thank you mrs nora teo, for ur teaching and advice to us in our last year of primary school.

2008-11-29T07:35:00.001-08:00

why does the past keep coming back to haunt me..... 2 years plus have past liao sudden come back to haunt me again..... why......

went fetch dad out from hospital.... nothing major.... haha.... glad so XD....

saw wendy at the bus stop, chat with her all the way back from tamp.... haha.... tak bout the future and uni haha..... she seem fine :) so long nv see her liao haha....

bad stomach ache after reaching home..... and like OMG.... sld not put here since abit.... just note that its someting to do with stomach ache and green can le..... haha... sis was laughing at me since she say only ppl who got scare get.....

frankly i wonder what i will do in hte future..... got like no plan like that since i didnt get into biotech.... maybe will try aim for that in uni.... but dont hink will get in.... sigh..... s my future cui the moment i step into bowen sec?..... wonder what life be like if i have attend hongang sec with shao long they all....

我最幸福的事　當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾　讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事　吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人　在左邊心口保留位置　是最幸福的事

我最幸福的事　牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始　只是分開我們都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事　對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起的事　那天和你傻笑著認識
是最幸福的事

2008-11-28T17:08:00.000-08:00

judging over XD.... actually already finsh on wed haha.... too lazy to blog...

slack around school these few days... didnt listen much in lesson... haha too tired ba. even when i sleep >8hrs per day.... zzzz

CM forum yesterday..... year 3 didnt helped out much since the bunch of us went for judging/CCOM.... the year 2 s did a great job haha.... positive responses from the lec.....

got a phone call from dad at 2pm saying he waiting to be sent to te hospital.... zzz cant contact mum till 3pm since stupid china worker working on the lift outside my house.... cant hear the phone ring.....

thus had light refreshment ( really light cus SOMEBODY and friend stack 1 whole plate away....u know whou are :D ) then fast debrief.... then went down to hospital's A&E to look for him...

saw 'her' on the way to the MRT....... guess my heart havent really let it go even when i forced it to....

bloody hospital so so so damn slow.... blood test took 3 hrs when they told us estimated 1-1.5 hr.... then senting up to ward took 1 hr... in the end i had to cab home.... zzz bloody waste of money on cab...

2008-11-26T07:16:00.000-08:00

對的時間，遇見對的人是一生幸福
對的時間，遇見錯的人是一場心傷
錯的時間，遇見錯的人是一段荒唐
錯的時間，遇見對的人是一聲嘆息....

幸福的滋味是甜甜的偶爾酸酸的
遺憾的感覺是苦苦的偶爾會辣辣的
有些東西要有些遺憾才會有美感
好好對待你身邊的人能在一起就是幸福

2008-11-26T05:30:00.000-08:00

toopid msn dont let me sign in nor check my mail =_-.... nvm.... i check later....

judging finsh... think i did ok lar.... nv talk much cus like not enough time... swear alot tho hehe....

anyway.....

2 papers haha... think will pas netsec ba... if i study abit....

speaking of studies...... haha i got 9/20 for web service quiz..... didnt studied at all... not one bit..... reason why i so happy tho i fail? damien got 4/20..... and he studied haha XD pwded XD

忘れなくても baby　好きでもいいですか？ずっと　忘れない…

2008-11-24T08:02:00.000-08:00

saw in kavan blog.. nothing to do thus tried it out

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2008-11-23T22:10:00.000-08:00

*~想念一個人，需要衝動的感覺~*

*~思念一個人，需要深刻的烙印~*

*~接近一個人，需要滿懷的誠意~*

*~愛上一個人，需要十足的勇氣~*

*~放棄一個人，談何容易！！！

2008-11-23T21:32:00.000-08:00

got to love this piece ...

2008-11-22T09:24:00.001-08:00

2008-11-22T01:29:00.001-08:00

yay i recovered from my flu.... yesterday played bb haha while waiting for jian they all to be done with with their napfa.... zzz

frankly nothing much i want blog about haha.... zzz

Loving someone is about giving. Your time, your mind, your heart and finally yourself. What you receive is just the bonus

lol

2008-11-19T22:41:00.000-08:00

What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What akes up 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:

If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Then:

H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

and

K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But,

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

And,

B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%

AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.

A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118%

So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bull##^^ and Ass kissing that will put you over the top.

Am-I-Dumb.com

2008-11-19T06:56:00.001-08:00

Am-I-Dumb.com - The Dumb Test

2008-11-19T06:01:00.000-08:00

am i making the right choice?
why am i always being the one maintaining?
am i being used?
maybe im just stupid......maybe im just too tired...... maybe.....just maybe.....

2008-11-19T04:39:00.000-08:00

down with flu.... feel damn weak all day haha.... didnt had lunch since dunno what to eat.... thus have some tibits,1 coke and 1 green tea.... ya... all i eaten all day till now....

cab home since feeling damn weak.... debating whether to grab dinner from nearby coffeeshop.... decided not since only 8.30pm.... thought still have dinner left..... horror..... no dinner left.... sian 1/2 now lor..... instant noodles..... dont feel like eating that..... but too weak/tired to travel down le( bout 10 mins walk ba).... how.....

MP report draft tmr.... havent even started on draft yet..... die lar.....

feeling so bad now that feel like dying..... all the worries and problem im keeping behind my smile seem too be overflowing.... when will my sorrow ends.....

btw deming.... i not ji hong XD i didnt stay and help becus of the 2 ETCM year 1s.... i stay becus u all seem to have not enough helper..... plus i sneeze everytime i enter an air-con room....

2008-11-17T21:15:00.000-08:00

more post today since i got too much time zzz.... feel so depress now for no reason... haha..... dunno why leh zzz... haha...

feel that time seem to pass so fast.... blink of an eye 5th week liao.... year 3.2 seem so much more calm compare to other year (and damn fast too), maybe cus last year le... wanted to create some final memory while i still can in this school ba.... sorry if u see me do crazy things haha.....

2 more week till term test if i not wrong.... then 12 dec medi check up, then soon will get out of this school and say hello to NS liao....haha..... still not sure if i am able to survive .... haha maybe one of these days u will see a news bout another NSman dying during training haha.... dont be shock ok? XD....

for some reason i hoping for some peace and quiet alone..... zzz.... am i emo again? haha.... i also dunno haha....

half hr more till netsec lec.... then cgp quiz..... then meeting with i.HUB maincomm.... zzz still dunno what to say sia.... think will just say what i feel on the spot ba......

im joining eguides.... as eguides haha.... final year le.... might as well go all out to have fun.....

guess we really are different..... guess that the different between a tian cai and a ho tian de nu li ba.......

2008-11-17T19:32:00.001-08:00

lol.... netsec kana cancel today.... thus slacking in the room till 2 pm.... haha.... CGP quiz later.... nv study yet.... die haha.....

had breakfast/lunch with damien and larry at mac haha.... some cute girls there XD the 3 of us was debating on whether it was a short under one of the girls skirt haha.... i still stick to my point.... she wearing shorts.... XD.... stupid damien and his dirty mind XD

2008-11-17T19:29:00.000-08:00

lol funny i ban one ip from posting on my cbox in the end i cant reply in school haha.... nvm... unban liao XD

sld reply here ba haha....

nic>clicking will pop up a window asking if u want close lor

weiling> ya wordy.... cus i not zhi lian to take photo of myself XD

van>haha nope... its part of the design when i download it XD.... i just edit the photo and some wording ba le

2008-11-17T05:47:00.000-08:00

whee..... another week start liao.... 1 quiz + 1 report submittion this week... haha... i neither studied nor did my report.... haha....

today went back to school for nothing.... pratically woke up at 1pm... then went off to school to stone.... slack in room for few hrs then lend my com for kavan to typed his work...... then slack more browsing random sites.....

had lunch(?) with jian,qiang and yoke, reason for the (?) is that we ate at 4pm in the afternoon haha.... and that NON OF US ATE OUR LUNCH YET haha XD..... so ya.... ate the usual western at the usual place..... compare our steak..... yokie's seem to be the most rare.....

chat abit with yokie talking bout his singing thingy,wasnt listening much since was not intested.... haha.... then yokie keep asking jian to help his ask a girl out haha.....

went back to school at 6pm to accompany jian for his interview.... me and yokie like so x-tra can... only 2 in the room not going the trip haha..... and and and and......... we were like joking in the waiting area lar haha.....

dinner after.... only soul to ate a proper dinner =_-.... both bluff my feeling sia.....

cab home cus too tired.... that uncle return my change in 2 dollar notes sia..... 42 dollars worth of 2 dollars notes can.... siao.... my wallet like damn full lor... think i keep in the piggy first haha.... if not wallet cannot close.....

bottom line..... i really wonder what my purpose of going school today sia..... haha.... maybe i siao le.... quiz tmr report on thurs still can go school on a perfectly fine day when i...... GOT NO CLASS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

u cant force relationship..... only thing we can do is let nature take its course..... and let them settle it themself....

2008-11-16T08:33:00.000-08:00

wah start of a new week liao.... si bei sian haha.....

nothing to update since i stayed at home during this week end as well... reason? haha no plan nor anyone to go out with so stayed at home lor haha....

i gain 2kg this year XD finally got out of the 48kg and entered 50kg..... haha.... some people might kill me for this but i still want say this..... dunno leh.... no matter how i eat i wont get fat de..... for ur info i DO eat chicken skin de.... so stop saying i eat very little XD

i sld get a haircut soon... haha.... maybe 1 week b4 the scsm ba.... cus that day will stay under sun whole day.... haha.....

12 dec medi check up le.... sian.... napfa on 7 jan..... sian lor.... zzz hope can pass..... but dont think so haha

u asked me to wait till u are ready.....
guess i will take the bet..... and wait.....
2 years of ns huh.... wonder how life will be after i come out..... will i still be me? will u still be u? or will we just moved on and never looked back again?..... guess only time will tell

2008-11-15T06:38:00.000-08:00

You Are An ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).

You enjoy spending your free time in nature. You are good with animals and children.

Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms. You live for the simple pleasures in life.

Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.

You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart.

At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's Your Personality Type?

2008-11-15T03:56:00.000-08:00

nothing much to update...... haha... i handed up by netsec report.... all fine i think....

last CCN for my poly life..... didnt see lot of thing i wanted to buy, got a few foods and a drink from jun haha..... really pro sia.... and that drink was so damn good i cant bear to finsh it haha....

pretty rough week.... damn dry also.... lucky got frens to up my mood haha..... if not i sure emo like hell liao.... so ya.... thank jian and the gang for accompany me in class haha.....

joke of the week(?):
larry: damien....do u have a master bed room?
damien: ya i have a masterbed room
p.s: read this using NC-16 pt of view

如果那天没有遇见你
我一定不会如此迷茫
如果那天没有爱上你
我一定不会如此疯狂
如果那天你没有离开
我一定不会如此忧伤
如果我不是现在的我
你会不会回来
回到我身旁

2008-11-09T04:23:00.001-08:00

2008-11-09T01:03:00.000-08:00

taking a break from net sec report(yes i still doing.....)

think i'll plan my err.... plans for this week ba.....

mon:do proj all day
tues:school start 10am..... till 6 ba.....
wed:lesson at 9am (glare) till 12pm...... meet ong at 12.30..... then go i.ZONE survey.... then home ba

thurs: lesson 2pm... got some time before maybe sleep more ba haha...... meeting at 6pm if not wrong...

fri... CCN day.... slack around ba....

yup... plans for this week is done... XD

p.s: plan may change due to mood

2008-11-08T10:28:00.000-08:00

こえてほしいなんて
思ったりしないから。
愛してほしいなんて
願ったりしないから。
もう少しだけ,
そばにいて！

“Wanting this to come through,
I never thought of that.
Wanting you to love me,
I won’t wish for that.
So, even for a while…
Can you stay by my side?”

2008-11-08T09:05:00.001-08:00

was going crazy doing my net sec just now then sudden remember funny things that happen over this 3 years:

~"rechargable charger....*pause* *laugh*"-yuan jian

~me asking: eh what is the import for java.maths ar?
someone:dunno leh
*me type in: Import java.*;"
if u dunno what im talking about..... nevermind this one

~zack:*while jaywalking on a road filled with cars* dont worry the cars will stop one

~mdm sing:where u get this information from?
ivan: from the west side (website) of american.
us:?!?!?!

~various gang of F604:
train's pa bui tou gang
wilson's bike gang
yuan jian gang
singho's hongki gang

~" in the last station we will be playing fluffy..... err nope we not playing damien"-darren

~"mun san,mun moon,mun jupitar,mun universe....."- train

~"Select * from * where 'Select * from * where * = *' Order BY *"-forgot who liao

~"got gf can break,married can divorce,pregnant can abandon, born liao can disowned"-weiqiang

~"im underage.... im just 14"-jireh

~"funny how our CU head's name all can reverse de..... Long/short,low/high,yin/yang"-leslie

~"hey see here *point to elbow* *bonk*"-leslie

~"....and yuan jian DUNK OVER COBY BRYAN"-yokie

~taking 15 mins to decide where to eat lunch........

~when going out to eat.....someone will sure to shout... "OI WHO SAY GO OUT EAT DE" and we will just say the leading person name....

2008-11-08T08:22:00.000-08:00

lol... went for SCSM briefing today..... woke bloodly early..... in the end came back from RP..... KO till 6pm..... lol.... what a waste of a perfectly fine sat......

in other news.... finsh 1/4 of my net sec report..... hopfully i did it correctly...... haha..... 1 page down.... 3 page more of the report to go.......

next fri CCN day liao.... whee can go walk walk have fun again...... wonder what my week zero freshies have done for their booth..... hmmm maybe go support their store if can..... maybe can get to see her ba..... or maybe will not go..... since i promise myself to disturb her.... zzzz

my toes still havent recover..... still no feeling.... die lar.... is my senses going numb soon.....

2008-11-04T00:49:00.000-08:00

didnt attend school today.... took a MC to go see doctor (sound strange lol) .... ya.....

think will need to settle alot of stuff tmr.... darren's missing HD, post camp log item, MP , CM forum program dept stuff.... ya... its going to be a long long day tmr..... then still have to do net sec report..... die lar!!!! if only networking part of MP is easiler to be done... then i dont need to worry so much liao.....

maybe i sldnt have get involve in this club in year 1..... maybe that way i will be more happy ba..... maybe... just maybe...

2008-11-03T07:30:00.000-08:00

its funny how friendship are form.... sometime it take a few mths even year yet some time it only take 3 days..... XD....

last few mths before i go.....

i miss mentors of nemo.....
raven with his cuma cuma kiss kiss
jinna the pontianak
yujie and maitiu the nemo ba bo
yi ying and her jokes
and the rest of the crazy gang

the AC sister island campers.....
victor the monkey hunter,
jasmine the dino....
chris(ty) the pok-cess
jx the super lamer...
mother 2-roti.....

not to mention my fellow classmate....
yokie the singer
xiao qiang the uncle
ah puah the gong kia
zack the useless carbon
train.... er..... he will roundhouse you...
ivan the muscle man...
wilson the bikegang leader.....

and alot others who have enter my life at some point during this 3 years of poly.... thank you for everthing...

2008-10-31T13:10:00.000-07:00

wahaha.... im blogging in my camp.... its 4am in the morning haha....... camp still ok lar.... doing log.... can say abit sian, but most time abit tired ba.....

tmr will be another long long day..... till 4-6pm like tat..... sian lor haha......

2008-10-28T07:45:00.000-07:00

sudden feel to watch the stars.... being awhile since im able to blank out my mind and watch the stars.... wonder if i will still get a chance....

u told me to wait.......
there only 6mths plus left.......
am i making the right choice?......

2008-10-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

lesson was ok today XD... cant wake up due to lack of sleep from previous night.... dont ask why.... i also duno why i cannot sleep.....

lesson learn in net sec today..... FRIENDSTER AND YOUTUBE IS NOT SAFE XD the username and password can still be seen using wireshark lol.... so ya.... haha.... too bad cannot hack ppl since not in same subnet.... haha.....

near miss the lec.... overshot the time spend slacking in i.HUB.... since didnt eat lunch at all....

cgp was damn shiok... me and larry run away from the lab 10 mins into the lab.... HAHA.... cus limtc say finsh can go, so we tell him we done then we run off XD damn shiok haha.....

camp on fri..... MP supervisor meeting on fri.... why so many things fri de....zzzz

2008-10-27T06:53:00.000-07:00

evening coffee with ah long XD chatted abit.... talked bout the usual stuff.... then he rushed home cus he want watch a drama =_-.....

xing jie msn me this morning.... shocking.... lol.... didnt reply back cus not in the mood... if not wrong they going to gossip behind my back again, not that i care liao.

second week starting tmr, going to go all out chioning MP.... so sorry if i abit edgey if speaking....

and ya..... stop giving me"morning call" at 8am in the morning.... u are awake,im not.... u noe who u are..... grrr

my feet recovered le.... XD maybe going to train for napfa ba....

planning lots of stuff for myself..... maybe this way.... i wont think about you.... maybe this way.... i can sever our ties.... and i can forget bout you....

2008-10-26T00:42:00.000-07:00

first weekend.... damn tired.... pratically sleep 18hrs+ haha....

not that i got any plan during this weekend anyway.....

got woken up at 6pm by sis..... woke me up to eat ice cream...lol.... i was like 0_o..... luckily the ice cream was good haha..... those kind that is sold by the ice cream uncle who ride the motor and sell below the voiddeck de haha....

didnt eat much lunch and dinner.... body temp abit over normal... lucky monday holi... can sleep more... if not can die!!!...

忘れなくても baby　好きでもいいですか？ずっと　忘れない…

2008-10-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

プラネタリウム
大塚愛

yuuzukeyo kao dasu kieteku kodomo no koe
tooku tooku kono sora no doko ka ni kimi wa iru n darou
natsu no owari ni futarii de nuke dashita kono kouen de mitsuketa
ano seiza nan da ka oboeteru?

aenakute mo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitai n da
ano kaori to tomo ni hanabi ga patto hiraku

ikitai yo kimi no tokoro e ima sugu kake dashite ikitai yo
makkura de nani mo mienai kowakute mo daijoubu
kazoe kirenai hoshizora ga ima mo zutto koko ni aru n da yo
nakanai yo mukashi kimi to mita kirei na sora datta kara

ano michi made hibiku kutsu no ne ga mimi ni nokoru
ooki na jibun no kage wo mitsumete omou no deshou

chitto mo kawaranai hazu na noni setsunai kimochi fukurandeku
donna ni omotta tte kimi wa mou inai

ikitai yo kimi no soba ni chiisakute mo chiisakute mo
ichiban ni kimi ga suki da yo tsuyoku irareru
negai wo nagareboshi ni sotto tonaete mita keredo
nakanai yo todoku darou kirei na sora ni

aenakute mo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitai n da
ano kaori to tomo ni hanabi ga patto hiraku

ikitai yo kimi no tokoro e chiisa na te wo nigirishimete
nakitai yo sore wa sore wa kirei na sora datta
negai wo nagareboshi ni sotto tonaete mita keredo
nakitai yo todokanai omoi wo kono sora ni...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

English Lyrics 英語版

The moonlight evening shows it's face, and the voices of the children disappear S
omewhere far far off in the sky, you're probably out there
We snuck away into the end of the summer, and we found this park
Do remember what that constellation was?

Even if we can't be together, I want to follow my memories,
and see the same happiness as you do
The fireworks burst in a flush, together with that scent

I want to go to where you are, I want to run off right now
You can't see anything in the pitch darkness, it's alright to be scared
The starry sky with countless amounts of stars is always going to be right here, even now
I won't cry, because a long time ago, I saw a beautiful sky with you

The sound of shoes echoing out on that road is still left in my ears
Staring at my large shadow, I wonder if you still think about me

Even though they shouldn't have changed at all, sad feelings swell in me
No matter what I feel, you're not here anymore

I want to go to your side, even if just for a little while
I love you most of all, it's stayed a strong feeling
I tried silently wishing on a shooting star
But I won't cry, the wish will go through, into the beautiful sky

Even if we can't be together, I want to follow my memories,
and see the same happiness as you do
The fireworks burst in a flush, together with that scent

I want to go to where you are, clenching my small hands
I want to cry, it was such a beautiful sky
I tried silently wishing on a shooting star
But I won't cry, the wish will go through, into the beautiful sky

忘れなくても baby　好きでもいいですか？ずっと　忘れない…

2008-10-24T07:31:00.000-07:00

zzz havent updated for a few days.... haha... no mood lar.... abit tired.... like instant ko when hit the bed XD

first week of school have being busy so far.... studies + club booksale duty + camp log + MP = 120% needed..... sorry to all i have shouted at both intentional and non-intentional.... didnt really mean it....

like that 1 week over liao.... 6mth like that go in camp le.... haha,...... sian 1/2.... had a chat with an ex ns-man yesterday .... haha... good guy..... teach me and jian how to fake sore eye haha....

basketball with jian,clive,nigel and sk.... played bare-foot cus my shoe not suited for running purpose.... end result.... my right leg damn damn damn pain.... took a cab cus dont feel like walking with my leg like that.....

grabbed 说好的幸福呢 from joan's blog's video.... haha.... great song... sld download and listen XD

have to thx marmar (haha sound like mother XD) for keep asking me not to emo.... will try de.... but then u have to stop emo also leh....

怎麽了你累了說好的幸福呢,
我懂了不說了愛淡了夢遠了
開心與不開心一一敘述著你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻我都還記得
我錯了淚乾了放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著, 要怎麼停呢?

2008-10-20T07:58:00.000-07:00

found something meaningful/emo while searching for a song.... sorry for those who cant read chinese....

在痴心绝对之后，就是绝对的痴心；男人最后的疼爱是手放开. 在爱情结束的分歧点上选择给予对方最后一次的疼爱，那就是“手放开”。让自己安静疗伤，给对方海阔天空，不能给对方未来，至少还给他现在。痴心是什么？是爱一个人不求回报，还是爱一个人不择手段？在爱情里伤得最重的，往往是最痴心的人；或许我们一辈子都不会了解，为什么勇敢地去爱了，最后只有眼泪会同情自己。当痴心再怎么绝对也挽不回爱人要走的决心时，你会选择手放开给对方自由，还是继续死缠烂打伤害对方。爱情的开始是美好的。两个人互相为对方着想，包容对方的一切，但往往要到最后分手时的关键，才能决定相爱的两个人往后各自的命运。

忘れなくても baby　好きでもいいですか？ずっと　忘れない…

2008-10-18T21:14:00.000-07:00

day 2-2 XD to much photo liao

忘れなくても baby　好きでもいいですか？ずっと　忘れない…

2008-10-18T06:31:00.000-07:00

time table is out.... got cgprog XD playing with GPA again haha.....

same class as ah jian,damien and larry it seem... haha.... at least wont be lonely liao

あなたが好きで会いたくてキスが百億の雪を伝うのどこかで偶然に巡り会える日まで

2008-10-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

haha just came back from oct intake today..... damn tired.... picture for jap trip will have to delay again....

saw my time table.... quite happy despite kana 2 teacher i dont really want to see..... same class as jian ,damien and larry.... its going to be a crazy sem.... haha....

忘れなくても baby　好きでもいいですか？ずっと　忘れない..............…

2008-10-13T10:05:00.000-07:00

meeting is by chance,but sepearation is by destiny and fate......

no matter how or what we do.... life is abour meeting and sepearation.....

ppl u meet.... ppl who enter and touch ur life..... ppl who leave a mark in ur life...... ppl who change ur life.....

no matter what u can never stop seperation..... thus live life to the fullest..... enjoy ur time with all the people who have entered ur life......

treasure ur friendship...... make more memory..... so ur life is not wasted.....

there no such thing as no time..... there is only no time management....

message to all who read..... join more events... make more friends..... treasure all friendship.... enlarge ur circle..... step out of ur comfort zone...

who know.... u might die tmr.... or live till 80 years later ..... thus..... life is short.... make use of it.....

i'll wait..... till the day where u will accept me again....

2008-10-13T09:22:00.001-07:00

2008-10-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

register for my medi check up.... 12 dec 8.30..... haha.... cus all other slot FULL!!!!!

lazy update day 2+ so.......have to wait for it haha.... busy with precamp stuff anyway.... haha

meeting just now in room... the usual ppl turn up.... the usual talk by sharon.... the usual me not listening but downloading song from net....oops XD not usual XD......

play till 7+ then went home..... sms her on the bus.... got reply from her.... feel so happy again..... able to smile a tinny little bit... even tho i still feel damn down for no good reason... but then.... getting a reply from her is good enough le.... at least she speaks to me liao..... tho dont hink we can go back to what we use to be le....

if we can go back to the past..... will u still choose me over the others?
if we can go back to the past..... will u still make the same promise?
if we can go back to the past..... will the ending of this chapter be the same?
if we can go back to the past..... will we be able to make it a happy ending?

2008-10-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

i forgot how to smile....

i forgot how to laugh....

i forgot how to cry.....

and i forgot how to love.....

can u help me get my emotion back again?

Japan Trip Day zero and 1

2008-10-12T04:19:00.000-07:00

whee im back in SG... ok... maybe was back yesterday but now then blogged XD

its damn fun there haha.... had lots of memory and a hell lot of photo..... thus... wil not be uploading all photo here...

all photo can be view here:http://s404.photobucket.com/albums/pp122/lesliexie/japan/

2008-10-01T00:43:00.000-07:00

limits, what are limits?

the top?

the end?

going pass the limits just to survive....

while ignoring other things that might be lost and never going to come back?

is it worth it?

or are u just using it as a excuse for leaving?

2008-09-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

kope from jasmine blog who kope from des blog.... XD let do this at IFC camp

2008-09-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

balares gathering yeaterday at east coast XD was damn damn damn fun and kana sun burn abit haha.... more pic will have to wait till mr monkey hunter sent us haha..... ah well... i'll let the pic do the talking...

cute dog right?

scary.... jasmine is glaring at victor...
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finally crack my "fish" piggy bank after like.... 10+ years? started when was in K1 i think haha...
too bad only got $80.31 haha....

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on other news..... im selling this cd and the legend of the condor hero 2008 dvd.... price can be disscuss de XD

2008-09-24T07:12:00.000-07:00

got back from camp in the morning.... damn tired from staying up all night.... haha.....

for the camp.... we tested some of the games, tho only nigel and samuel got wet.... then had a minor meeting with sharon and all camp dept main comm.... tested out the night photo hunt before going back to the room.....

stayed up all night doing.........Secert XD..

supper at prata was nice....

2008-09-22T09:13:00.001-07:00

test run camp tmr..... log team only got me and nic lol.... cus sub comm all busy.... haha.....

now still in post camp mood XD balares rox sia!!!! haha.....

still cant settle when want gathering =_-''' sian.... haha....

this few days can dont know why abit emo and anti-social.... with major mood swing here and there.... must be due to tireness ba haha..... so sorry to all that i offenced either via too hyper or too anti-social.....

or maybe its cause i started listening to X-Japan song again.... haha sad song but damn damn touching haha.....

got ns letter le.... sian... so fast 3 years going to pass le....

hmm recap ba:

Year 1:
-entered TP for week zero,mentor are dexter and sheng wen,
-got attach to F604
-not really hyped up but slowly warm up after a while....
-thought yuan jian was a malay (sorry man)
-beat the next class with just mentor+ 4 of us(yokie,ivan,me and one other)
-touch java for first time (program using notepad -_-)
-eat engine food and agree it SUX
-form a gang(?),wilson bike gang... then later yuan jian gang XD
-skipped my first lec on june 2nd cus some body(ok.... maybe 3/4 of the class) was trying to egg and flour me...
-joined first camp (EEO camp),mentor jackson and xinglong
-first poly exam,pass with GPA 3.64
-first class gathering (hate the true and dare)
-skipped more lec(and sleep in some)
-get to know i.HUB members
-i.HUB 5 man camp
-GPA drop to 3.42
-first week zero mentor

Year 2:
-i.HUB main-comm (Asst-IT)
-skipped more lec(cant blame... cant understand some of them talking)
-oct intake Log team
-KL trip with wq,yokie,jian
-split class and make more friends
-mixed around more with ppl outside my social circle(ESC ex maincom)
-first bar trip
-first clubbing trip
-second april intake mentor
-gpa drop to 2.96
-get to know xiujuan

Year 3
-got attached
-MP/SIP started
-i.HUB maincomm (round 2,Prog head)
-first birthday celeb by both i.HUB and by classmate ( thanks alot XD )
-broke up
-MP/SIP extend
-AC camp (balares)
-got medi checkup letter

haha... if i miss anything major let me know can?

2008-09-20T11:00:00.000-07:00

Some lyrics cropped from Tears by X-Japan

Loneliness your silent whisper,

fills a river of tears throught the night.

Memory you never let me cry.....

and you, you never said good-bye.

Sometimes our tears blinded the love,

we lost our dreams along the way.

But i never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates.....,

never thought you will leave me alone...

Time through the rain has set me free.

Sand of time will keep yout memory

Love everlasting fades away,

Alive within your beatless heart

(thus) dry you tears with love.....

dry your tears with love.....

If you could have told me anything

you would have found what love is

If you could have told me what was on your mind

I would have shown you the way

Someday I'm gonna be older than you

I've never thought beyond that time

I've never imagined the pictures of that life

For now I will try to live for you and for me

I will try to live, try to live with love,

with dreams, and forever with tears

2008-09-16T07:17:00.001-07:00

SG from the boat XD

The island so nice...

MONKEYS!!!!!!

Field cooking....checked out jasmine's face

Group photo 1
ZX candid shot
cassandra posting with the flag... candid again....

behold....The monkey attacker!!!

more of jasmine's unglamLoved this view....

More Island view...

Back to TP le.... Candid FTW

she dont like take photo.....
NOT XD

Grp photo 2

3
4

thats all for the photos for now.... seem got a few from victor havent got yet haha...

2008-09-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

whee back from camp XD left 1 day early cus monday got meeting....zzzz...... missed my group and the way we do everything together zzz..... ok.... long post ahead

sister island was damn fun ( and small also ) haha , saw lots of monkey there haha.... really really enjoyed my time there tho its the first time i went camp other than in school de... haha....

first day was in school... helped our with CSC event.... haha tho the guys was SKW( u know what i mean)... it was fun till we MOVED THE METAL TABLE FROM DESIGN.... damn heavy can?
the evenng was ok... walked about visiting the stores with victor... then danced mass dance on the carpet grass.... haha all of us dont care bout the 50 dollar fines haha...

first night was damn funny.... victor and me was sitting while waiting for chris and PH to come back... then paul( AC advisor) came by and talk to us.... then he ask if it will rain.... i look at the cloud and told him that the sky seems cloudy and abit reddish thus will rain.... then he take a look... and said in a comfident way " i dont think it will rain,the clouds dont seem so thick".... ok... listen to him.... then at 2am i woke with a drip on water on my face... my first reaction was... "water? OH SHIT RAIN LIAO" haha.... then the 5 of us quickly grab our stuff and drag the tent away haha.... quick thinking ba haha...

moved to sister island the second day morning... sea breeze damn shiok... and the island is so nice.... didnt see really clear river or something but the enviroment was damn damn damn beaultiful..... haha.... pitch the tent ... in the field.... while bout 4 small monkey was looking at us from above us..... haha.... our tent was like in one corner... in day light seem ok... but then at night.... our guys tent seem like kana isolated in 1 corner like that haha....

cooked our own food there with our rations for lunch and dinner.., while cooking dinner or was it lunch?,some monkey went down to ground area then victor went walking toward them and scare off the "lao er"... then the boss break a branch from the tree and drop down... my group was like kana shock la haha ,after then did some event then have a "not that scary " night walk .... not scary at all lor haha... then gather round at the jetty tell ghost story as a group..... then sudden switch to cold joke lol....

then took a bath before going sleep , the shower area is like NS style.. open air de then got no lights cus the island got no electricity haha....... then jian they all was like shouting in the toilet: " WAH LUCKY THE GUYS SIDE GOT HEATER","WAH...WARM WATER DAMN SHOIK SIA" for the girls to hear.... haha....

after shower, went out to the hut and chit chat with victor,PH and 3 girls (fine fine..... grr Jasmine,Cassandra and Jing Xin) then ate some "supper" there while telling jokes again.... haha.. then joined by wen qiang... haha.... slept at 12am...

last morning for me and victor... at bout 4 am heard some monkey making noise outside camp.... had a good laugh cus we were discussing if the monkey will come take revenge on victor haha... woke at bout 6.55am.... went wash face then heard that some guy got chase by monkey (boss/lao da) haha.... say the tracks on the sand as prove haha...

ate breakfast and took the ferry at 10am... then shutter bus back to TP and had lunch with jian ,victor ,yokie and...err.... i didnt ask her name haha... then cab home after that haha...

haha... i still dont dare touch my shoes.... it really stinks.... have to apply like 3 layer of soap to wash of the smell on ur hands even if u just touch it lightly... haha.....

well... guess i overtyped a little..... will upload the photos after i get it from victor...

p.s: the water heater was a lie if u dont get it..... already say no electricity liao how can got water heater haha

2008-09-11T08:46:00.000-07:00

zzz tmr camp liao haha... need wake up early yet im stil awake now.... haha.....

changed my music box again..... some of the tracks are really nice.... but then again.... not much people visit this blog anyway haha...... so i guess i just put it there to listen myself ba haha....

hmm stress up with project extention? maybe... haha but then its more like annoyed .... ah well. get it done with and have a good break ba.....

seem she got good result.... relive le.... but then what past is past.... no used looking back le....

TAGGED

2008-09-04T09:38:00.000-07:00

1. The person who tag you is.
seh ting

2. Your relationship with him/her is .
im her devil

3. Your five impression of him/her.
small,tiny,mini,short,good to make fun of

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you .
hmmm, listen when im really depress? twice XD

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you .
hmm cheer up be happy? tho she always say "oi" when i disturb her

6.If he/she become your lover, you will .
hmm... dunno... haha

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be .
dont want to comment

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will .
make peace? better have more frens than enemy

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be .
dunno.... fate to be?

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is .
hmm not sure...

11. Your overall impression of him/her is .
short and very tickish XD

12. How you think people around you will feel about you .
happy-go-lucky ba

13. The characters you love of yourself are :
care-free

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are .
abit too annoying sometimes

15. The most ideal person you want to be is .
SeReCt XD

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
Thanks for being a part of my life... even when it is used to....

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you. (let see if they read my blog)
1. Cheryl
2. Kavan
3. Handa
4. Rosalind
5. Yokie
6. Vivian
7. WeiQiang
8. Marilyn
9. Train
10. Joan

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?(Vivian)
not sometime i can just say out right? anyway i also dunno

19. Is no.9 a male or female?(Train)
male

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?(WeiQiang, Joan)
LOL uncle and ah lian? haha....

no ques 21!
dunno.... i copy paste then edit here de.... neway....

22. What is no.2 studying about?(Kavan)
TP - Diploma in IFC

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?(Handa)
last sat ba

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?(Marilyn)
bu zhi dao.... haha

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?(Cheryl)
got a brother i think.... dunno

26. Will you woo no.3?(Handa)
do i look like im a gay?

27. How about no.7(WeiQiang)
EWWW

28. Is no.4 single?(Rosalind)
dunno... think so ba

29. What is the surname of no.5?(Yokie)
chan

30. What 's the hobby of no.10?(Joan)
camwhore? haha.... or watching drama and hippos?

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?(Yokie Train)
yup... they does

32. Where is no.2 studying at?(Kavan)
Temasek Poly

33. Talk something casually about no.1.(Cheryl)
da jie jie type ba...

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?(Marilyn)
nope ba.... see her as a big sister

5. Where does no.9 live at?(Train)
i cant spell... hint :1 stop after kovan station from hougang XD

36. What colour does no.4 like? (Rosalind)
not sure leh... pink?

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?(Yokie, Cheryl)
nope...

38. Does no.1 have any pets?(Cheryl)
no?

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (WeiQiang)
haha... dont think so... but good person nevertheless

40. What is no. 10 doing now?(Joan)
for all i know.... watching drama or sleeping ba

must put title (inside joke haha)

2008-08-30T09:20:00.000-07:00

SIP is over XD happy....haha.... watched movie with yokie lucas they all.... enjoyed the show alot haha....

met up with vanessa after the show at 11pm... drank abit.... promised her and yan qiu that i will turn up for church the next day.... instead KO when reach home...

woke up at bout 10am ba haha...dunno why wake up at that timing haha but freaking damn weak lor... dont think i can even just enough strength to run haha....

went for church at 5 plus haha (man of my words), feel abit uncomfortable at the start.... but abit warmed up and ya... i enjoy the speech... realy motivative haha.....

ah well.... below is just the lyrics of a song that describe my feeling ba haha...

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
等空气还稀薄
曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱这歌
你也只看见我哭了

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
HO 还会不会寂寞

你说我我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你对错你冷漠
你使我放开手
不在乎我的心
会永远更寂寞
呜。。☆。

2008-08-28T02:07:00.000-07:00

zzz project kana extent 6 weeks... cus stupid company drop another project on us.... zzz

cant complain should be happy ba, at least my mind will not be wandering , and have a good way to pass time.....

decide to move on, understood that no matter what the past will not be change.... understand and respect ur choice of choosing studies before everything else.....

oh well... at least was given the choice to have a week break before extendtion XD maybe will make used of it to grab some well deserve sleep ba haha....

2008-08-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

If Only Tears Could Bring You Back
Midnight Sons

How will I start
Tomorrow without you here
Who's heart will guide me
When all the answers disappear

Is it too late
Are you too far gone to stay
Best friends forever
Should never have to go away

What will I do
You know I'm only half without you
How will I make it through

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me

I've cried you an ocean
If you'd sail on home again
Wings of emotion
Will carry you, I know they can

Just let love guide you
And your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting
Into the arms of your true north

Look in my eyes
You'll see a million tears have gone by
And still they're not dry

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me

I hold you close
And shout the words I only whispered before
For one more chance, for one last dance
There's nothing that I would not give and more

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me

2008-08-09T05:14:00.000-07:00

lol the effects of alcohol is so fun lol.... think my sis notice it haha.... well... she the one who saw me come back home yesterday night with the 2 long island bottle from 7-11 anyway lol XD.....

alcohol.... its the only item that enable me to temp forget my sorrow... and stress of SIP.....

havent had any for 2 month.... since i promise i wont drink heavily.... and wont drink when she is around.. kept to the promise even when she is no longer by my side..... and now.... i only drink when i really down or having differculty in school.... sigh.... and i thought alcohol is for when im happy only....

dear i miss you so..... tell me..... what must i do..... anything...... so u will come back to me.....

2008-08-07T19:17:00.000-07:00

F-ing bitch.... stop asking me to solve every single minor problem u cant solve.... seriously do u even read and understand the code? from what i see u are just copy and pasting the codes and hoping things go fine....

im a human damn it, not a god!!!! i dont create miracle so stop freaking asking me what to do and go try or search online!!!!

its u who choose to do networking in the first place, so stop whining on how hard it is.... no one is born with knowledge on how to do.... we have to learn de lor... grr

bad day... really bad day....

2008-08-03T07:14:00.000-07:00

last week to chiong before PR2.... siao liao haha...

nothing much to update.... getting sick again.... endure zzzz

my dear..... i missed you so much..... wont you give me a chance to see you again.....

2008-07-31T01:04:00.000-07:00

cant believe i will say this.... but i able tired of playing psp during SIP time... haha...

maybe a little while later ba

2008-07-30T20:41:00.000-07:00

15 weeks into MP/SIP.... my lab has gone wild... XD

its not uncommon to hear lucas screaming, laughing, making crazy sound during the lab period....

on top of that... 99% of the guys are playing game during lab period... no matter if it is FT or CS or o2JAM (my bad for spreading it) or in wei qiang and my case..... PSP....

the lab is so united till the point that we have our own "security system" whenever we see any lec, we inform all by shouting "man on" in which all will either minisize their screen, alt tab or exit the game....

sad that all will go seperate way after 4 more weeks... haha...

watch MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2 yesterday... very nice show... definally a must to watch.... and remember to catch the NG screen... haha comfirm will laugh ur ass out de...

if at that moment i tell u i dont want any seperation.... would u have stayed....

2008-07-27T19:45:00.000-07:00

ow... my stomach hurts.... being rushing to toilet again and again.... sigh... wonder what i eat to make it hurt so much......

hmm some quick update:

Sunday: did nothing much the whole day... just plain slacking and sleeping ba..... got a phone call about my aunt's husband( uncle ) got worst... aunt rush back to malaysia straight ... hopfully will get over his illness.... but then... its the heart... haiz... pray that he will survive...

Sat: D Cup in TP.... got woken up by mai.... haha lucky if not i overslept le.... overall still ok ba....
no one notice sharon cut her hair.... ok some did.... then she damn pissed off by us XD minor sunburn on face and arm... haha... can notice that one part is red the other is normal on my arm.... think will wear sleve till back to normal ba haha....

Fri: sports day.... didnt go sports haha.... play green TD in lab....

sld i get over it?..... my heart is still not healed yet....

2008-07-24T00:01:00.000-07:00

taxi driver are scary.... cutting 2 lanes in 5 sec is nuts.... weaving in and out at high speed is stunning....

kk enough say...

typical day, typical work,typical boring period of typing,deleting,and retyping new codes....

best quote a boyfriend/husband can say when he forget the gf/wife's birthday:
A diplomatic husband said to his wife, "How do you expect me to remember your birthday when you never look any older?"

classical? maybe....

and why sld i add comment to my codes? i mean, i spend 'n' hours thinking ,typing and testing the codes..... so why the freaking hell shld i add comments to make life easy for the company to understand? i dont get paid, and under constant supervise.... ya... why sld i let their life easy? XD

not like the secondary school kids are going to study the codes :D

1 mth and 1 day without her....

2008-07-21T01:13:00.000-07:00

veri beri bored so do few post today.....

they said that "enjoy ur work and everyday will not feel like work" and that most people work so as to get $$$

kind of true.... i like school stuff,thus willing to work without pay for each events....

but then again....MP/SIP = something i dont enjoy, PLUS, i dont get paid..... haha....

kind of got a feel of how to do my logic le XD ... chionging now.... sigh....

zack ask want to see movie tmr anot... sld be going... haha... but then again... they always last min dont want go de....

meeting later....less time to sleep again.... sigh

2008-07-21T00:19:00.000-07:00

2 hrs more to end of today.... zzz meeting later at 6pm... outside raining non stop.... bored out of my wits.... haha...

as usual they all playing WC3...haha.... not playing due to no com + not in mood to play anyway....

typical monday as usual... haha... few more weeks to go....

sld i go for yoke moon trip?.... sigh...

2008-07-20T07:58:00.001-07:00

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

sad.......

2008-07-20T07:45:00.000-07:00

feeling moody nowadays.... must be the project..... MP/SIP + club + personal problem = extra moody i guess....

not really sure bout my project anymore... just want to end it asap.... hopfully can scape a pass...

still able to balance i.HUB stuff and project so far... ya... D Cup this friday,sat.... sld take it as a time to let down the stress ba XD already missed the last destress point (EEO camp).... hopefully can destress during D Cup ba...

being having some thoughts... just notice that i have not cried for a few years now.... seem my heart have "died" and all the emotion i put up is fake when im with those im not close to.... funny... i used to cry when im young.... and once during secondary school.... but then now... even when i broke up.... my tears wont flow.....(thought it was since i was in the lab and i dont want to cry in front of everyone but then notice that no matter how painful my heart is.... my tears wont flow...) nor when i watch "10 promise to my dog"

maybe i am heartless......or maybe my heart died the day u left.......

lol

2008-07-16T18:23:00.001-07:00

Are You More Angel Or Devil

You are :

30% Angel and 70% Devil

You are quite a devil, the angel in you keeps you in line some of the time but the devil seems to come out in you quote a bit

Take the Are You More Angel Or Devil quiz at Quizopolis.com

2008-07-10T19:19:00.001-07:00
oops was planning to edit on fri night....then in the end too tired to edit haha....

anyway... caught this movie on wednesday evening..... watched alone since no one wants to watch it >.<... its a wonderful show.... really enjoyed it.... tears abit as it was rather touching....

would have being worst if not for that stupid aunty sitting 2 sits beside me.... she was like total broke down cryng out loud lor.... his son (i think) was like dunno what to do bout her.....

then half way though the show.... suddenly hear some kid saying " mummy im hungry".... totally spoiled the mood lor.....

2008-07-10T18:38:00.001-07:00
change my song for the blog again.... this reflects my emotion more

2008-07-07T20:39:00.000-07:00
WHEEE im high on mentos!!! XD

7 weeks of SIP to go.... just need figure the fe

2008-07-02T20:30:00.000-07:00
while looking for quote for yuan jian... read a few nice one

It’s better for everyone to think you're an idiot rather than open your mouth and prove it.

"You may fool the whole world down the pathways of years and get pats on the back as you pass; but your final reward will be heartache and tears, if you've cheated the man in the glass."

never frown, even when you're sad, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile

maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful

don't cry because its over, smile because it happened don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them

2008-07-02T02:14:00.001-07:00
sld update more when i get them time... some humor in the meantime
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1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
If you’re going to kill each other, do it outside. I just
finished cleaning.

2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
You better pray that will come out of the carpet.

3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
If you don’t straighten up, I’m going to knock you into the
middle of next week!

4. My mother taught me LOGIC.
Because I said so, that’s why.

5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC.
If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you’re not
going to the store with me.

6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you’re in an
accident.

7. My mother taught me IRONY.
Keep crying, and I’ll give you something to cry about.

8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
Shut your mouth and eat your supper.

9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!

10. My mother taught me about STAMINA.
You’ll sit there until all that spinach is gone.

11. My mother taught me about WEATHER.
This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it.

12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY.
If I told you once, I’ve told you a million times, don’t
exaggerate!

13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE.
I brought you into this world, and I can take you out.

14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION.
Stop acting like your father!

15. My mother taught me about ENVY.
There are millions of less fortunate children in this world
who don’t have wonderful parents like you do.

16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION.
Just wait until we get home.

17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING.
You are going to get it when you get home!

18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE.
If you don’t stop crossing your eyes, they are going to get
stuck that way.

19. My mother taught me ESP.
Put your sweater on; don’t you think I know when you are cold?

20. My mother taught me HUMOR.
When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don’t come running
to me.

21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT.
If you don’t eat your vegetables, you’ll never grow up.

22. My mother taught me GENETICS.
You’re just like your father.

23. My mother taught me WISDOM.
When you get to be my age, you’ll understand.

24. And my favorite: My mother taught me about JUSTICE.
One day! you’ll have kids, and I hope they turn out just
like you (best birth control method I could ever have).

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Money
It can buy a House…………But not a Home
It can buy a Bed…………..But not Sleep
It can buy a Clock…………But not Time
It can buy you a Book………But not Knowledge
It can buy you Medicine…….But not Health
It can buy you Sex…………But not Love

2008-07-02T02:14:00.000-07:00
sld update more when i get them time... some humor in the meantime
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
If you’re going to kill each other, do it outside. I just
finished cleaning.

2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
You better pray that will come out of the carpet.

3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
If you don’t straighten up, I’m going to knock you into the
middle of next week!

4. My mother taught me LOGIC.
Because I said so, that’s why.

5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC.
If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you’re not
going to the store with me.

6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you’re in an
accident.

7. My mother taught me IRONY.
Keep crying, and I’ll give you something to cry about.

8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
Shut your mouth and eat your supper.

9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!

10. My mother taught me about STAMINA.
You’ll sit there until all that spinach is gone.

11. My mother taught me about WEATHER.
This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it.

12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY.
If I told you once, I’ve told you a million times, don’t
exaggerate!

13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE.
I brought you into this world, and I can take you out.

14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION.
Stop acting like your father!

15. My mother taught me about ENVY.
There are millions of less fortunate children in this world
who don’t have wonderful parents like you do.

16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION.
Just wait until we get home.

17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING.
You are going to get it when you get home!

18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE.
If you don’t stop crossing your eyes, they are going to get
stuck that way.

19. My mother taught me ESP.
Put your sweater on; don’t you think I know when you are cold?

20. My mother taught me HUMOR.
When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don’t come running
to me.

21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT.
If you don’t eat your vegetables, you’ll never grow up.

22. My mother taught me GENETICS.
You’re just like your father.

23. My mother taught me WISDOM.
When you get to be my age, you’ll understand.

24. And my favorite: My mother taught me about JUSTICE.
One day! you’ll have kids, and I hope they turn out just
like you (best birth control method I could ever have).

2008-06-28T10:31:00.000-07:00
change my blogskin.... maybe it will let me forget about all my unhappy thoughts....
haha.... since already log in... might as well update abit ba
.....
had the june baby birthday celebration on wednesday.... mini cake fight with nigel and the oher guys.... funny only me clive yuan jian tio cake ba le.... haha.... the other 2 june baby survive....

nothing much on thursday... just that yuan jian came visit since he dont need come school for the day....

no sports on friday.....cus president came to TP for the design school thingy... lol... had hell lots of fun after school calling up the year 1 to inform them bout CM forum.. marked 2 girls to check up when given a chance... 1 becus she sounded so scared that i have to ask her not to be scared ( we had a laugh,but she sounded cute) and the other cus she ask why of all people i called her....
in which i reply with a straight face...." oh i see a name from the list,random picked one and called" this result in nic and SK laughing again XD

good stuffed updated le... now bad stuffed....

broke up on monday,dont wish to give more details..... still have feelings for her..... but cant really go agaist fate..... sigh..

2008-06-23T23:57:00.000-07:00
zzz.... sigh.... its only tuesday but my week seem to be getting from bad to worst...

need to buy my ear piece again le... the left side is broken... sigh....

2008-06-21T07:19:00.000-07:00

tag from seh ting jie jie....sigh
Instuctions: Remove 1 question and replace it with your own.
Tag 8 people, list 'em out at the end of the post
Notify 'em through their tagboard that they've been tagged.[roar tedious!]
1. Who are you chatting with now?:
no one...
2. What do you want the most now?:
SIP to be over ba...but sleep is not a bad idea
3. What will you be doing at 6pm?:
either on the way home,or in school doing stuff
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?:
maybe,if they cross the line
5. When do you wish to die?:
hmm not sure,when my time is up i guess
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?:
ya...rainbow are nice XD
7. What impossible things you would wish to do?:
changing some things i regret doing in the past
8. What are your greatest phobia?:
loneliness.....but then roaches are eww...
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?:
heart,maybe.... but not to a point to suicide
10. What if your crush asked you out?:
go out lor XD
11.when did u last got attach:
2nd of may 2008
12. What feeling do you hate the most?:
irritation.....maybe a bit of annoy
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?:
ya...i value friendship alot
14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?:
able to see her during weekends again...but then 9 more weeks of SIP to go
15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?:
all that have entered and touched my life
16. List words that describe you?:
list ar?
annoying,stupid,crazy,outgoing,friendly..........*list goes on*
17. Who do you love most?:
refer to question 15.... but then.. i loved my dear alot XD
18. When do you plan to settle down?:
when i feel that the time is right
19. What will you be if given a chance?
ur guardian angel...to keep u safe and look after you
20.Tagged people: wei qiang,vanessa,yokie,yane,fion,serene,yujie,cheryl