曾經有一份真實的愛情在我面前~
可我沒有珍惜~
等我失去的時候~
後悔莫及~
這世上最痛苦的事莫過於此~
如果上天可以給我的機會~
讓我重新再來~
我會對妳說~
我愛妳~
如果非要在這愛上加上時間~
我希望是一萬年~
每一輩子都愛妳~

shit happens...

something i learnt from the EPudding FC alliance haha....

overall the event yesterday was fun..... on the first day (we just keep sleeping everywhere on the second day)

met up with the mates who went japan haha.... thx weiling and yongfong for suggesting and joanna for making it happens.....

got a plush from a machine... first time sia haha.... luck ba zzz....

need to get start on proj..... seriously....

its funny how time flies.... in 3 mths i will be cast out of school life and into the army liao....

frankly lar.... i dont feel like leaving my school life.... but i guess its a thing everyone must go thru....

summary of school life:
6 years of carefree primary school life with fellow 'pure' friends
4 years of miserable secondary school life with not so 'pure' classmate
3 years of crazy poly life with my totally corrupted friends

13 years of studies, what u gain is not only knowledge.... but rather u form ur attitude, experience and insights into how u live ur life.....

i once told someone to live her life in poly to the fullest, to pass thru this phrase of life without regret..... and to look back and laugh at all the memories..... and she asked me if i had did it...

these 3 years of poly:
i formed friendship with people from all race,religion and country as well as age

had friends who remember my birthday and celebrate with me every year

got a gf then broke up....

total rebel agaist a lecturer

cried with a whole LT of mentor/subcomm/maincomm cried together during week zero 07/08

mentor for 3 classes (nigel's,elvis's,pink's)

cheated during mobcomm lab test and quiz (if u dont understand u dont understand its a simple as that)

drank and got high

got on a plane for the first time to the place i always wanted to go...

chance to be a leader and lead

seen how people who only know each other for 30mins is able to risk their all for each other

completed a java project (comprog) in 1 hr and 30 min (flow chart not included)

survived 3 years with 5k in bank

almost died in Sentosa from swimming beyond capacity....

slept in the middle of the road in nicoll highland

scored welled on a exam in which i only studied for <2hrs

and alot more...

seriously.... i will miss this period of my life......

seriously..... 3 mths more..... u can never return to this kind of life..... not ever......

had never thought that what i learned in school could be so useful....

reading of xml codes, understanding etc and get the information i needed.... ya.... useful huh....

for example:

unknown song in a playlist from someone's blog that i want to know the title of.

first i view source (learned from kavan lol)
then i get the link of the playlist
then i look at the xml coding of the playlist which contain all the titles
and if lucky..... the link for the mp3 file itself XD


so ya.... listen well in class k? u nv know when u will be able to apply the skill :)

its kind of sad/depressing when u browse thru ur phone book and contact list and notice everyone is too busy to go out....