first of all,thanks nic and larry for sending us home safely yesterday haha...sorry for bring such a bother on the way :D.....man sldnt have drunk over my limit..haha...but lucky still quite awake to walk home(only vomited 4 times in the drain....damn...)

DCup was fun yesterday...had fun taking photoes with clement's cam.....saw some eye candy while taking photo ^-^ so fun.....

eski bar(dunno spell correct anot) in the evening....got to know why it got its name from(the place was like a freezer...freezing...),drank some then got freaking high,was the most crazy group out there i think....too high haha....

sigh....1 week more to study for adv java....will i pass?....

hmm quick updates :P

D cup on sat...the usual happens...damn tired after everything.....

prety much nothing on sun,got pizza for dinner as mum too lazy to go buy food....zzz

panic yesterday as thought the adv mobcomm quiz is yesterday..then in the end false alarm....i damn alien for saying wrong info(he said quiz following week last lab)...sigh...teached serene and her friends java afterschool...didnt teach much as they too busy chit-chatting..in the end i sit the revise my adv java notes for term test

woke up late for lesson today again....sigh...met sharon at 27 bus stop then the bus left without her....haha...in the end she taxi to school....pwd my IA project along with yokie ,tho i did most coding...:D

skipped lec again due to tiredness...heard larry fell asleep in IA again..haha...typical for students :D

asp lab test at 4.....total owned the paper haha...second person to exit(cus i copy the code to paper till nice nice) haha...

went home after...zzz...argue with mum again....really lar...not that i want say...she bad mood then bad mood lar,why always like to release on us? cant stand her sometime... like only she can be in bad mood ba le....haiz...

haha abit too early...but being thinking for a while...would my life be what i am right now if i didnt meet all of u? will i still be happy and enjoy eveyday of my poly school life? or will i be like those china students,going to school just for the sake of study then go home?

will i still be active in events? or will i be sitting at home during the holiday roting away?

im happy that i have met u guys,friends who have urge me on and support me for what i do....friends who have helped me when i have difficulty......friends who are always there when i needed a shoulder to cry on (more like support :D) and friends who let me smile when im with them(strange that in whatever group i went out for lunch with....we will always spend 15 mins deciding where to eat ...funny :D)

for this past 2 years i have made many wonderful (and not wonderful) memories,camps we have together,pre event planning(this year only),transporting of log stuff.....tearing while watching publicity team's video,while laughing abit....and group photos together.....

its kind of sad that our time together is only 3 short years(2 years with the seniors),we had shared so much and given out so much....

will we still be the same after we got out cert and left the school?
will we still be the same after 10 years?
or will we bury all our past and move on?
that...we will not know....

today:
zzz internet is so slow that i spend 1 whole day just to read 1 vol of manga....sigh.... played moomoo to pass time while enjoying the afternoon rain...
then kana blackout due to lighting strike...argh...bad day....

sat: usual sat activity applies which means i slept,woke,play the whole day.....not much to do anyway...

fri: CCN day thus went down to school early to helped out (flash workshop cancel)....went around to explore and sold 12 packets of popcorn all together. thanks soo giap for helping me :P needed that :D

jam and hop after CCN....cant get in due to no prove that we are helper for tp rawks,so went for dinner instead... got home at about 12 midnight with a bad headache....sigh...

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sld really plan abit liao...with all the project coming on,maybe wont have muc more time to slack like this le bah..haha.....

and once again...my internet shut down for no f-ing reason

Am-I-Dumb.com - Intelligence Test

haha


HumanForSale.com - Cool Quizzes

wow...im worth this much...

warning:high amount of swearing follows,read to ur own .... ah nvm....

mood:bad

bad mood started from adv mobcom...then get worse when i reach home....

listen to mum's nagging for 10 mins over small uninportant stuff......then dinner....thought mood will lighten up after dinner....then she told me the news....my grandmother is coming out from malaysia again to cure her leg...i dont really mind her coming....its just that bastard cousin i mind...

for those who doesnt know...he the asshole that broke my gameboy color,damage my ps , and spoil my mood wherever he is around...

funny to think that giap's little bro is same age as him,yet seem so tame when compare to that.....

short notes of him: when he wants something...he will WANT to get it no matter what it take...
thinks everything belong to him
doesnt listen to any command unless threaten by my grandmother's cane
and the worst FUCKING THING IS I HAVE TO SUIT HIM NO MATTER HOW FUCKING I DONT FEEL TO....

and wtf do they have to come during the term test period? they got the whole of dec man,why choose that 2 weeks? FUCK IT LAR ASS HOLE....AS IF I DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH MOOD REDUCING EVENT IN THE HOLIDAY!!!

my atitude when replying my mum is kind of cold just now...i guess she can feel it abit.... i feel abit bad for throwing my bad mood on her....guess the high amount of bad mood is overspilling...sigh

now all i hope is i can FUCKING get a chance to study for my FUCKING term test IN PEACE!!!!

oh ya...i wont be going for the e guides training camp,NO MATTER HOW MUCH I FUCKING WANTS TO....why must the ticket be on 26th dec night....i so want to go for the camp lor....
then come back on 31th night somemore...whoever can help me take notes? please?

hope i wont have any assignment due on 31th....sigh

geez....already knew it but since life is even fair to me?.....

just some random tots that come into my mind while on the bus home:
1)why the driver take 2 bus stop to notice there are people standing on the second floor....
2)why do some people be willing to stand the whole duation infront of the stairs when there are at least 2 sits infront of them...(they stand all the way from start till i got off)
3)since when is life fair to anyone...
4)why does softball being called softball when it is still so hard (rather called it baseball)

5)what reason did i quit the softball team when i like it so much....
6)why do i always think of these random question when im alone on the bus home...
7)why is there a camara showing the front of the bus on the bus's CCTV thingy...
8)why do i always get no luck in.....
9)why the f do i have a 3 hr tut in the middle of thurs....and all of morning free...
10)why do i get a LOA for TP rawk when i didnt apply....no complain for free LOA but why friday of all days...(no school on friday anyway)

stole this from paul's blog
personally i find it meaningful
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Re: Beware of Garbage Trucks
Hi all,
Interesting story from David Pollay (he's a motivation Trainer)....
How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive colleague ruin your day? Unless you're a robot, you are bound to blow your top off. However, the mark of a successful person is how quickly he or she can get back his or her focus on what's important.

Sixteen years ago, I learned this lesson. I learn it at the back of a New York City taxi cab. Here's what happened.

I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station. We were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car's back end by just inches!

The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident, whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us.

My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean he was really friendly. So, I said, 'Why did you do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!'

And this is when my taxi driver told me what I now called, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck'.

Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it. If they happen to dump it on you, don't take it personally.

You just smile, wave, wish them well, and moved on. You'll be happier if you did that rather than fight them.

So this was it: 'The Law of the Garbage Truck'.

I started thinking, how often do I let garbage trucks run right over me? And how often do I take their garbage and spread it to other people: at work, at home, on the street? It was that day I said, 'I'm not going to do it anymore.' I see garbage trucks everywhere and everyday. I see the load they're carrying. I see them coming to drop it off. And like my taxi driver, I don't make it a personal thing; I just smile, wave, wish them well, and I move on.

Good leaders know they have to be ready for their next meeting. Good parents know they have to welcome their kids home from school with hugs and kisses. Teachers and parents know that they have to be fully present and at their best for the people they care about.The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day. What about you? What would happen in your life, starting today, if you let more garbage trucks pass you by?

Here's my bet. You'll be happier.

Believe that every thing happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, TAKE IT!
If it changes your life, LET IT!
Nobody said it would be easy...
They just promised it would be WORTH IT

Cheers!"Life is short. Enjoy the journey."

geez...i wonder what reason is it for me and nick to wake up at 6am,travel 1 hr plus to school,eat breakfast then go home when we can sleep at home....u know what? forget it...cant blame giap for it since he receive the sms at that time.....

to whoever who read: im not angry,really,i swear....just want to vent out abit bah le since from what i think,the weather is ok....

sigh...still no one want to go see movie....zzz if by next week no one wants go,i think i will go solo liao.... siao lor.... keep saying when free,when the hell will u even be free de? comfirm will have something to do de mah...its just whether u want anot ba le lor...bloody hell

p.s:i stress again...im not angry....im just annoyed due to lack of zzzz

gd nite...

zzz...woke up at 10+....wonder how i always will kana wake up at this time despite how late i sleep the night before....sigh...open lappy,check mail,then de ming called and ask me to chiong to school to do mob comm....

reach bout 12..finsh bout 12.15...then stuck there since they having interview...damn lor..my lappy power low...then bout 1 then end....made a choice while doing the project that i will drop to eguides(seem alot like those basic troops lor) since i cant go the camp in dec haha....

went up to i.HUB to pick up red card then pass to ashray(dunno how to spell lar...be thankful i didnt spell as ashtray),like what lor,dont they freaking have anything?why everything we need settle de? haha handa create the loan out book on the spot lor...haha pro:P

CM forum went on nicely...nick and my mistake for making too much drinks again...haha...figure 1/2 was too much...then went on to nic's house for BBQ...SL's car again haha...feel like a criminal everytime i take with those metal bar around....

start fire then chat abit ( while SL's cooking...he damn pro lor),then listen to vivian talking with hew bout hew's little bro(sec 4 only wor...shocking haha)...then transport food from pit to the others while eating abit later....

have a fun time at the bbq...the ice playing session after the BBQ was fun..then pack up while rain get harder....went back to fetch bel and darren...then SL end up fixing motor lol....then we 'push' the motor to boost abit haha...fun~~

its not bad to have such a fun day once in a while...seem the main comm are bonded abit closer liao haha.....

next event...D cup....still sick...but at least can breath ok liao

sian...going to fall sick again....can i get a MC?.....zzz sunday is so near yet so far.....

p.s: thanks you serene for giving me a morning call even when i didnt reply when u asked.....needed it....

F IT MY MOUSE SPOILED!!!!! THOUGHT MICROSOFT PRODUCT IS OK DE?!

as usual i self declare first lec of the day as self declared break...thus reach school by 10am for orgcom.....usual lesson happen....laugh abit with the "role play" from the book...then out of class by 11.45...

throw my stuff in i.HUB then followed those 2 down to second floor....then went back to 6th floor with vivian and gang....thye tok i was train lol....

15 mins CGINT then leave to find jian's shoe bag...watched a gross video on utube during CG...haha cause a fuss on the first 3 row...

vivian found jian's bag thus we went out to opp school for lunch..long time no eat together liao...too bad yokie not there with us till later after we finsh eating.....

back to school for meeting...uneventful meeting again...then go for CDS....

cont on the game again...haha then jian shut down 3 coms by turning off the power supply....then have to redo again haha...spend 5 mins to recover what i figure for 1 whole hr LOL....(the other guy was swearing while laughing while redoing)...haha nice work jian :P

back to i.room to find no one then....wait for vivian then she left with jian for running...followed after a bit after i found the bus stop full of ppl...wasnt planning on running at first...then join in and run in jeans and no x-tra shirt zzz....record of first run : 1km + 10 chin-up + 50 sit up(1+ mins)

dinner with weesiang ,jian and vivian then left for home....

for some reason...these few days my mood have being pretty low..yes i do laugh and smile when im with them but when im alone...all of my emotion just seem to get drain away leaving me empty....and im becoming emo again?.....

was thanks to all my poly frens and senior that i regain my emotion last time...but why am i losing them again.....why......im scare....scare of becoming what i used to be again....a loner, a emo... a stupid fool......

on the brighter side...i hand in my particulars to wee siang...figure that since it might be the last time i will get to see them in poly....haha unless they retain :D