shit happens...

something i learnt from the EPudding FC alliance haha....

overall the event yesterday was fun..... on the first day (we just keep sleeping everywhere on the second day)

met up with the mates who went japan haha.... thx weiling and yongfong for suggesting and joanna for making it happens.....

got a plush from a machine... first time sia haha.... luck ba zzz....

need to get start on proj..... seriously....

its funny how time flies.... in 3 mths i will be cast out of school life and into the army liao....

frankly lar.... i dont feel like leaving my school life.... but i guess its a thing everyone must go thru....

summary of school life:
6 years of carefree primary school life with fellow 'pure' friends
4 years of miserable secondary school life with not so 'pure' classmate
3 years of crazy poly life with my totally corrupted friends

13 years of studies, what u gain is not only knowledge.... but rather u form ur attitude, experience and insights into how u live ur life.....

i once told someone to live her life in poly to the fullest, to pass thru this phrase of life without regret..... and to look back and laugh at all the memories..... and she asked me if i had did it...

these 3 years of poly:
i formed friendship with people from all race,religion and country as well as age

had friends who remember my birthday and celebrate with me every year

got a gf then broke up....

total rebel agaist a lecturer

cried with a whole LT of mentor/subcomm/maincomm cried together during week zero 07/08

mentor for 3 classes (nigel's,elvis's,pink's)

cheated during mobcomm lab test and quiz (if u dont understand u dont understand its a simple as that)

drank and got high

got on a plane for the first time to the place i always wanted to go...

chance to be a leader and lead

seen how people who only know each other for 30mins is able to risk their all for each other

completed a java project (comprog) in 1 hr and 30 min (flow chart not included)

survived 3 years with 5k in bank

almost died in Sentosa from swimming beyond capacity....

slept in the middle of the road in nicoll highland

scored welled on a exam in which i only studied for <2hrs

and alot more...

seriously.... i will miss this period of my life......

seriously..... 3 mths more..... u can never return to this kind of life..... not ever......

had never thought that what i learned in school could be so useful....

reading of xml codes, understanding etc and get the information i needed.... ya.... useful huh....

for example:

unknown song in a playlist from someone's blog that i want to know the title of.

first i view source (learned from kavan lol)
then i get the link of the playlist
then i look at the xml coding of the playlist which contain all the titles
and if lucky..... the link for the mp3 file itself XD


so ya.... listen well in class k? u nv know when u will be able to apply the skill :)

its kind of sad/depressing when u browse thru ur phone book and contact list and notice everyone is too busy to go out....

im reposting this again... ya im that bored XD
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December 14, 1972
My dearest darling John:

Who ever in the whole world would dream of getting a real Partridge in a Pear Tree?
How can I ever express my pleasure.
Thank you a hundred times for thinking of me this way.

My love always, Agnes
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December 15, 1972

Dearest John:

Today the postman brought your very sweet gift. Just imagine two turtle doves.
I'm just delighted at your very thoughtful gift.
They are just adorable.

All my love, Agnes
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December 16, 1972

Dear John:
Oh! Aren't you the extravagant one. Now I must protest.
I don't deserve such generosity, three French hens.
They are just darling but I must insist, you've been too kind.

All my love, Agnes
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December 17, 1972

Dear John:

Today the postman delivered four calling birds.
Now really, they are beautiful, but don't you think enough is enough.
You are being too romantic.

Affectionately, Agnes
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December 18, 1972

Dearest John:
What a surprise. Today the postman delivered five golden rings, one for every finger.
You're just impossible, but I love it.
Frankly, all those birds squawking were beginning to get on my nerves.

All my love, Agnes
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December 19, 1972

Dear John:
When I opened the door today there were actually six geese laying on my front steps.
So you're back to the birds again huh? These geese are huge.
Where will I ever keep them? The neighbors are complaining and I can't sleep through the racket. Please stop.

Cordially, Agnes
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December 20, 1972

John:
What's with you and those freaking birds?? Seven swans a swimming.
What kind of damn joke is this? There's bird poop all over the house and they never stop the racket. I can't sleep at night and I'm a nervous wreck. It's not funny. So stop those freaking birds.

Sincerely, Agnes
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December 21, 1972
O.K. Buster:
I think I prefer the birds. What the hell am I going to do with 8 maids a milking? It's not enough with all those birds and 8 maids a milking, but they had to bring their damn cows. There is manure all over the lawn and I can't move in my own house. Just lay off me, smartass.

Agnes
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December 22, 1972
Hey ^^*thead:
What are you? Some kind of sadist? Now there's nine pipers playing. And Christ do they play. They've never stopped chasing those maids since they got here yesterday morning. The cows are getting upset and they're stepping all over those screeching birds. What am I going to do? The neighbors have started a petition to evict me. You'll get yours!

Agnes
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December 23, 1972

You rotten prick:
Now there's ten ladies dancing. I don't know why I call those &#@$s ladies. They've been balling those pipers all night long. Now the cows can't sleep and they've got diarrhea. My living room is a river of ^^*@. The Commissioner of Buildings has subpoenaed me to give cause why the building shouldn't be condemned. I'm calling the police on you!

Agnes
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December 24, 1972
Listen $*#*head:

What's with those eleven lords a leaping on those maids and ladies? Some of those broads will never walk again. Those pipers ran through the maids and have been committing sodomy with the cows. All twenty-three of the birds are dead. They've been trampled to death in the orgy. I hope you're satisfied, you rotten vicious swine.

Your sworn enemy, Agnes
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December 25, 1972

Dear Sir: This is to acknowledge your latest gift of twelve fiddlers fiddling which you have seen fit to inflict on our client, Miss Agnes McHolstein. The destruction, of course, was total. All correspondence should come to our attention. If you should attempt to reach Miss McHolstein at Happy Dale Sanitarium, the attendants have been instructed to shoot you on sight. With this letter please find attached a warrant for your arrest.

Cordially, Law Offices of Badger, Bender and Chole

Merry x'mas all

hmm abit not in order... haha nvm.. its my blog anyway..

went down to katong after final paper on thurs haha... ate the laksa there with qiang while jian and vivian watch( cus they dont want ) then went to the cafe next door and have a cake set :D 6.90 for a slice of cake and a fruit punch hehe..... but i swear vivian de bigger than mine lor...

chatted abit while waiting for rain to stop..... and pass time till 4pm.... then dunno how linked to talking to sleep-walking.... vivian advice i go for mental checkup cus i sleepwalk when i young -_-...

walked around and sang K till 7... wilson joined us about 4.30 ba..... 4 dollars + for 3 hrs is quite cheap haha... something funny when we walked back to have dinner......

wei qiang called home then the person told him wrong number haha!!


had lunch at some where in tekong (dunno if that the place lar.. only remember it from a store sign).. after mr puah decide to lead us go wrong way twice..... bussed home after....

Fri:
woke at 6.20 bath then went out..... reach CMPB at 8.20 ba.... then begin photo take etc at 8.35 since i went to toilet..... register and went for urine test(lucky i drank some water before hand haha)..... then wait for blood test..... damn pain lar.... sit there with hand on the pillow thingy then he poke a needle in then see ur blood spray into the tube thingy... THEN HE CHANGE ANOTHER TUBE.... conclusion : 2 tube of blood loss =_-...

hearing test next..... sit in that sound proof room like idoit lar... then raise hand to the direction of sound.... yup... like total idoit.... eye test and X-ray next... nothing happening there..... then while traveling to the dental check-up.... I LOST MY STICKER.... zzz then they have to write my info instead of using the sticker haha...

lie down at the dental thingy.... then he check for missing teeth... seem like mine alot missing sia.... haha.... then went to next station.... locked my bag etc in the locker then remove top and shoes and sock...then test for heart (forgot whats it call liao)..... some bloody malay cut my queue here..... haha but in the end he lie there longer cus his heart like got problem...

Height and weight next...... measure as 171.9cm =_-.... and 50.2 kg..... then fat content at 7%... lol... normal people is 12% like that de lor.... haha.... then wait for number and then check if got any illness etc.... then got inform i kana PES B cus im skinny zzz....

IQ test after..... so sian lor.... do till can sleep sia.....

after which went home le... cus ALL LIKE NOT FREE DE!!!!.... sigh....

有那麼一對情侶.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶爾時不時出些壞點子耍耍男孩.男孩很聰明,也很懂事,最主要的一點.幽默感很強.總能在2個人相處中找到可以逗女孩發笑的方式.女孩很喜歡男孩這種樂天派的心情.　　

他們一直相處不錯,女孩對男孩的感覺,淡淡的,說男孩像自己的親人.　　

男孩對女孩愛甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每當吵架的時候,男孩都會說是自己不好,自己的錯.即使有時候真的不怪他的時候,他也這麼說.他不想讓女孩生氣.　　

就這樣過了5年,男孩仍然非常愛女孩,像當初一樣.　　

有一個週末,女孩出門辦事,男孩本來打算去找女孩,但是一聽說她有事,就打消了這個念頭.他在家裡呆了一天,他沒有聯繫女孩,他覺得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打擾他.　　

誰知女孩在忙的時候,還想著男孩,可是一天沒有接到男孩的消息,她很生氣.晚上回家後,發了條信息給男孩,話說得很重.甚至提到了分手.當時是晚上12點.　　

男孩心急如焚,打女孩手機,連續打了3次,都給掛斷了.打家裡電話沒人接,猜想是女孩把電話線拔了.男孩抓起衣服就出門了,他要去女孩家.當時是12點25.　　

女孩在12點40的時候又接到了男孩的電話,從手機打來的,她又給掛斷了.　　

一夜無話.男孩沒有再給女孩打電話.　　

第2天,女孩接到男孩母親的電話,電話那邊聲淚俱下.男孩昨晚出了車禍.警方說是車速過快導致剎車不急,撞到了一輛壞在半路的大貨車.救護車到的時候,人已經不行了.　　

女孩心痛到哭不出來,可是再後悔也沒有用了.她只能從點滴的回憶中來懷念男孩帶給她的歡樂和幸福.　　

女孩強忍悲痛來到了事故車停車場,她想看看男孩呆過的最後的地方.車已經撞得完全不成樣子.方向盤上,儀表盤上,還沾有男孩的血跡.　　

男孩的母親把男孩當時身上的遺物給了女孩,錢包,手錶,還有那部沾滿了男孩鮮血的手機.女孩翻開錢包,裡面有她的照片,血漬浸透了大半張.　　

當女孩拿起男孩的手錶的時候,赫然發現,手錶的指針停在12點35分附近.　　

女孩瞬間明白了,男孩在出事後還用最後一絲力氣給她打電話,而她自己卻因為還在堵氣沒有接.男孩再也沒有力氣去撥第2遍電話了,他帶著對女孩的無限眷戀和內疚走了.　　

女孩永遠不知道,男孩想和她說的最後一句話是什麼.女孩也明白,不會再有人會比這個男孩,更愛她了！　　

愛上一個人的８個預兆　　
1.當你正在忙時，卻把手機開著，等著她/他的短信.. 你已經愛上她/他了　　
2.如果你喜歡和她/他兩個人單獨漫步.. 你已經愛上她/他了　　
3.當你和她/他在一起時，你會假裝不注意他，但是當她離/他開你的視線時，你會急著尋找她/他... 你已經愛上她了　　
4.當她/他受傷或生病時，你會很關心她，替她/他著急.. 你已經愛上他了　　
5.當她/他和別人要好時，你會感到吃不知其味... 你已經愛上她了　　
6.當你看到她/他那甜美的笑時，你的嘴角會揚起一絲得意的笑.. 你已經愛上她/他了...... 　
7.當你看到這篇文章時，心裡想到某個人　　
8.當你看到這篇文章後，不回貼將會一輩子沒人愛，沒人疼，沒人陪，沒人關心，沒人照顧！！

Medical check-up result :

following the medical examination at Medical Classification Centre, you have been graded provisionally as: Pes B L1

Physical Employment Standard (PES)

PES B= Fit for most operational vocations(Full BMT)

WHEE dont need first to chiong and die liao haha

edit: zzz so after 8 mths of no contact now want see our proj.... stupid company

I change my blogsong whoa!!!!! spended like donkey years (actually just 2 hrs) to find the mp3 version that can be downloaded.... haha in holiday mood liao.... term test die le XD

woke up at 8-9am like that today.... thats like err...... 15 hrs straight sleep since the last post? haha.... thus my "pay" for being a helper for SCSM = 20 dollars, 1 tag , experience and 15 hrs of sleep? haha....

oh ya.. saw this cute/chio girl running in the SCSM.... then noticed....... her twin sister is running a few meters behind her.... that like wow XD haha totally A class those type de....

die i still havent study for WS..... die liao haha....

edited: im stun by jasmine's blog de song..... lol

time noted:3.32pm

the second most crazy thing i did this week was


sleeping in the middle of nicoll highway on the road at 9+ in the morning......


blog more later... tired now

time check...3.33pm

the most crazy thing i did this week is.............

WATCHING LATE NIGHT MOVIES WHEN I HAVE SCSM AND TERM TEST PREPARATION THE NEXT DAY!!!!!

ya..... XD going out soon le ~~~~~~ cheers :)

怎么隐藏　我的悲伤　失去你的地方
你的发香　散得匆忙　我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛　还能看见　你离去的痕迹
在月光下　一直找寻　那想念的身影

如果说分手　是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前　我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的　不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白

我会发着呆　然后忘记你　接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天　会有人代替　让我不再想念你
我会发着呆　然后微微笑　接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍　你温柔的脸　在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪　模糊了视线　你已快看不见

i failed my napfa.....sadded.... failed due to SBJ and 2.4.... SBJ 210cm sia..... freaking 2 cm below an E.... then 2.4 13:33 mins.... passing is 13 mins.... zzz all so close de..... on the other hand.... quite happy ba.... 13:33.... personal best atm....

Name:leslie
Date: 12/2/2008
Colorgenics Number: 71326045

Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.

You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.

You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.

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maybe ba.... anyway saw this in lukes's blog.... nothing to do thus tried out....

true that people has betray my trust....... a well... promise are meant to be broken anyway.....

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

i cant believe i got back home before 9pm!!!! haha.... thought will reach the mall at 8 then 1 hr to see and buy the stuff i need.....

haha.... got my running shoes le.... hopfully can allow me to do better at 2.4 ba.... haha....

nothing much today..... learn hacking in netsec..... slack around for the break, then lec and 1 hr CGP.... then dinner with jian and wait for rain stop before coming home.....

finally after tmr i can say bb to MP le..... after the report is in that is.... haha....

still wondering if i sld do it.... guess i will decide after the term papers

stop being so freaking self-centered, the world dont only consist of u asshole!!

weiling says (11:39 PM):
so maybe not playing.

-L3sl1E= says (11:39 PM):
lol

-L3sl1E= says (11:39 PM):
why? dating ar?

weiling says (11:39 PM):
lol, no! hahahah

weiling says (11:39 PM):
might be going to my cousin to "exercise"

weiling says (11:39 PM):
hahahha

-L3sl1E= says (11:40 PM):
hmm which meaning? normal, NC16, M18 or others?

weiling says (11:41 PM):
lol! no dirty meaning!

weiling says (11:41 PM):
i also dont know why i put the inverted commas. =.=

-L3sl1E= says (11:41 PM):
u own self type de

weiling says (11:41 PM):
ya lor. hahaha. kuku me

-L3sl1E=says (11:42 PM):
print screen and post on blog XD

weiling says (11:42 PM):
LOL!

hmm really... sometime i wonder how some people can be so bored as to tag nonsense on ppls blog using other ppl's name.... seriously here my reply to u....

dare to do it then dare to owned up or are u just a 9 year old kid who dont dare to get a life? sissy!!!!

nothing much today.... went back school get my report.... lucky i went back since lec angry at some ppl from my class.... then decide not to call anyone back to get report..... haha.... if not i cant head up on wed liao....

shop around with nic..... got my DMC3 disk from a shop..... ya i know outdated liao.... but i like the game...so ya..... saw her on way out after getting report..... why must we act like total stranger now? is this how we are destinated to be? to be acting as stranger even when we know each other?..... ur coldness..... why do u enjoy making me suffer like that.....