Meaning of my Existence?!{♥}


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    ♥ 對面的女孩看過來 lol
    Wednesday, October 31, 2007 -{'7:49 AM

    this song keep playing in my mind.....all because darren sang it during lunch break lol

    ♥ last nights
    Tuesday, October 30, 2007 -{'7:20 AM
    im starting to feel bad for coming home so late home since school start...out of the 7 school days.. i came back as late as 11-12 midnight 5 times... and during the weekends i went out in the afternoon and came home late night...sigh.....

    out of these 5 times,4 times is because i play lan gaming with frens in school and the other 1 time is because of booksale....got a feeling if this goes on,my home will become a hotel while the school will become my home.....zzz

    maybe i sld cut down on playing so much liao....

    D cup coming soon (oi dont think YY lar)...going to help out...haha....still dont trust train as referee...think he might not be referee material even tho he is my fren...hopfully he will not be bias to a team bah...haha...

    CM forum next friday...sigh....why on my offday....zzz.....but then BBQ session after haha......hopefully it will be worth the time and effort to go....haha

    on other news: wah sian...still cant find anyone to go watch movie with me....haha.... frankly speaking...got 2 show i want watch....haha

    show 1: RE3
    show 2:that "the rock" show

    haha any taken? got 2 free ticket :D

    p.s:if girl 1:1 i dont mind...but if u are a guy....find a group (hopfully with gals):D
    ♥ familar tune.....haha
    Sunday, October 28, 2007 -{'7:32 AM
    江得胜
    剑随风起
    一路爬峰到无情
    再一寸刺进一颗心
    剑随云涌
    越混沌越见梦冷清
    原来我 一直都是一个人
    原来怨恨都是深情
    原来命运都是被决定
    原来缘分是要让爱被哭醒
    sing without you
    i'll sing without you
    can't you feel my heart
    falling through the rain
    i'll sing without you
    i'll sing without you
    can't you hold my tears '
    cause, still i love you
    风欲静 无垠的天空
    云一动
    心也被震痛
    风云交会 天地无声
    风云再斗 划出彩虹
    风云再起 追爱人的行踪
    sing without you
    i'll sing without you
    can't you feel my pain
    there's nothing i can do
    剑随风起
    一路爬峰到无情
    再一寸刺进一颗心
    剑随云涌
    越混沌越见梦冷清
    原来我 一直都是一个人
    原来怨恨都是深情
    原来命运都是被决定
    原来缘分是要让爱被哭醒

    sing without you
    i'll sing without you
    can't you feel my heart
    falling through the rain
    i'll sing without you
    i'll sing without you
    can't you hold my tears '
    cause, still i love you
    i'll sing without you
    i'll sing without you
    can't you feel my heart
    falling through the rain
    i'll sing without you
    i'll sing without you
    can't you hold my tears '
    cause, still i love you
    for those of you who find the tune familar...its a remake from X-japan's "Longing"
    Longing
    kizutsuke atta kotoba mo
    kasaneta namida mo
    itsuka wa omoide ni naru yo
    dakara...togireta Melody
    mune ni dakishimete ashita mo ikiru daro
    anata ni aenakute mo
    Sing without you
    I'll sing without you
    Can't you feel my heart
    Falling through the rain
    I sing without you
    I'll sing without you
    Can't you hold my tears
    Cause, still I love you
    can't face the thought of being alone
    sing for the song still carries on
    mune ni dakishimete omoi wo utawasete
    koe ni naranakute mo
    Sing without you
    I'll sing without you
    Can't you feel my pain
    There's nothing I can do
    still have a longing for your memory
    kizutsuku dake demo
    kokoro wo tsutaetai yo
    ima wa...hitori ni shinai de
    furisosogu ame ni koware sona yume
    ashita wo kanaderu kara
    Sing without you
    I'll sing without you
    Can't you feel my heart
    Falling through the rain
    I'll sing without you
    I'll sing without you
    Can't you hold my tears
    Cause, Still I love you
    I'll sing without you
    I'll sing without you
    Can't you feel my heart
    Falling through the rain
    I'll sing without you
    I'll sing without you
    Can't you hold my tears
    Cause, Still I love you


    video:

    note: if u want the song,tell me....got both the song

    p.s:video was given to me by jackson...thx again :D

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    on other note: F604 gathering today....only 9 turn up....zzz


    ate at jack's place....damn ex....still feel hungry zzz haha....boring too but didnt state out loud due to the fact that nothing to do...and that we have a gathering every other wed during CGINT....haha
    so bored now.....weekend so fast end...sian....

    UP COMING EVENT: D cup (dont think Y Y hor)
    ♥ first weekend
    Saturday, October 27, 2007 -{'2:56 AM
    ZZZ this doesnt even feel like a weekend....

    fri:
    went back to school for booksale,then meeting at 5....after that went ESC slack till 7 then went home....haha what a nice way to spend a day i dont need to attend school...

    sat:
    woke and when got to school by 7.56am for meet the parent session....got posted to the info booth...nothing to see,nothing to do so sit then watch watch till 10+ where we eat....long debrief at 11 till 11.45 zzz then went home......

    no plan for rest of the day so just sleep at home....got woke up ,im damn annoyed now,after only 2 hrs of nap...grr...as if i got anything to do other than sleeping now...

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    no plan on sunday...other than the class gathering thingy at 6.30........sigh...no one want go out with me to see movie.....sigh....guess i get to sleep more then XP
    ♥ school reopen day 2
    Tuesday, October 23, 2007 -{'9:26 AM
    nothing big happen since school start on monday...just some minor stuff

    day 1:
    went down to school at 8 am to "help out" book sale..nothing much so i left about 8.45 for class..
    same class as de ming and darren for this whole sem..yuan jian gang all shatter liao haha.....

    hurt my middle finger while open the fridge in SC...nail crack,then blood ooze out...haha painful but nothing serious...

    train tried to crash our class during adv java...plan failed,we got a good laugh tho:D

    book sale till 10+...eat KFC then reach home bout 11..instant KO soon after a bath haha...

    day 2:
    woke up about 6+ then sian 1/2 thus went down school since lesson at 9...slack in i.HUB trying out design for poster. fun time chit-chating in beween book sale,(helped out in finding the books),
    then head down to inetapp at 10...as describe by nic...the lesson is boring...but at least we have a fun time playing with the com in kumbar's lab

    went down to play WC3 in ESC...just started playing so not as good as them yet haha...

    lec at bout 1pm...half asleep in Vwong lec....and making noise in kumbar's lec :D

    asp lab was boring as hell...does the lec even know how to grab our attention? dont get a single ting what she saying...so me wei ming and darren started using msn to compare answer...as well as some other stuff

    quote:
    wm=>wah lesson despo ar?
    me=>ya maybe haha
    darren=>wtf
    me=>maybe darren later fell for vivian :P
    wm=>whose that? chio bu ar? intro leh!
    me=>lol
    darren=>wtf!!
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    quote cont:
    *some random question answer bout asp problem*
    wm=> i know alot of girls want me intro?
    darren=>lol
    me=> dont want...later all is his gay friends
    darren=>haha
    wm=>no lar all girls
    me=> and u say im despo!!!
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    we are seriously bored during asp.net haha...to bad deming server down..if not more fun :D

    more WC3 after asp.net..then supper with deming ,bel,sharon,darren,huizhen and eric... :D

    for some reason...today alot of roaches...saw bout 3 on the way to dinner and 4 on the way back home..(sharon dont dare walk up the stairs cus there a roach on one of the step)

    then found out sharon lived very near me...(eric also) haha...1 and a alf year to notice :D

    *end of sumary*

    p.s: take it slowly huh....k will take ur advice....hopfully it works..
    ♥ Back from oct intake :D
    Friday, October 19, 2007 -{'10:29 PM
    whee im back from camp :D good to see from a different oint of view this time :D

    but then again..from log dept,cannot see lots of cute girls....sigh.....haha so have to "play" around wherever i get a chance haha...

    thanks to soo giap for giving a time extention to do the poster since i busy in camp,thankful for that...

    im still quite shock that i slept a total of 16 hrs missing both dinner and breakfast today...i must be really tired without realiseing it ..zz...still feeling sleepy now....haha

    on a brighter note....i saw my timetable :D abit pack but at least i get to have my friday free all sem :D...must be the calm before the storm (SIP) maybe this wil be a better sem than last sem bah.... haha

    anyway picture i tok during my free time are below...haha see if u can guess the person below moomoo






    ♥ pic 3
    Monday, October 15, 2007 -{'8:38 AM









    funny sign in the lift. abit blur...haha

    read the 1st,3rd and 4th rule

    ♥ pic 2
    -{'8:29 AM

    the veggi bbq plate:D





    candid shot :D

    candid 2 :D

    yuan jian being.....yuan jian
    whee cant see clearly but there are girl wearing skirt wor :D


    chaos ice skating

    ♥ pictures
    -{'6:55 AM
    yummy :P

    whats yokie's hand doing? haha



    very very big fish....if u can see lar :D









    wonder how many there are...






    qiang ko while watching movie haha...




    ♥ Day 2
    Sunday, October 7, 2007 -{'6:12 AM
    DAY 2
    woke up at 7.30 before jian and qiang....snooze awhile till all woke up then went for breakfast :D

    free buffet breakfast in the hotel :D eat alot then shit alot later :D

    prepare for trip to themepark after breakfast.....worry about where to keep passport so all stuff to qiang to have a zip lock bag...

    walk a long way to the theme park through the carpark.....then notice we were 30 mins early AND there a path leading from the hotel to it....sian 1/2 after that....

    went in and decide to play the dry side first.....in the end finding out the dry side is not as dry as it seems....then rollercoaster under maintaince so sian 1/2 again..... jian seem to enjoy screaming on the way UP the tube ride rather than down haha.... maybe becus its very dark bah haha.then walk cross the bridge to the other side while finding out im the only one whose fear of height is not too much

    feel that the wet side is more "happening". racing down the slide in a race between the 5 of us 3 times,defying the rules that the lazy river need a float,swimming in the wave pool(spoiled too sigh) then sun tanning haha.......not to mention the amount of babes walking around in bikini haha...

    quick shower in the road before going for more shopping and lunch......lunch was not as great tho... yokie ate all the meat i place on bbq...in the end i only ate vegi and little bit of meat.... not to mention some of the udon taste like fish cake....haha

    part ways to go shopping after lunch.brought a big big teddy bear at mini toons but havent really think about who to give it to yet....any female takers? haha

    then the 3 of us went scouting for wine....then found it in giant.met back for dinner at pizza hut..really cheap haha..went to bowl after dinner....stil not good at it yet....haha....

    return to hotel at bout 10+ ate abit,chat abit,drinked my share of wine then sleep......

    result of second day=>first to KO: jian
    second to KO:qiang
    ♥ back from vacation :D
    Friday, October 5, 2007 -{'7:29 AM
    whee back from vacation :P it was short but at least it was nice....photo wil be up load later...since my phone is out of bat and charging....

    DAY 1
    woke up at 2am and cant sleep...so went to play WoW till 5am....rechecked my gear then left at 5.30 for seng kang to met up with qiang.

    left for lavander at 6.30,caught in the traffic jam but at least reach before time to report :D haha
    chit-chat with the rest till about 7.55 when we board the bus for KL.

    watch tv on the way to custom while chit-chating with yuan jian and qiang , left the custom at about 9.30+ cus bus was slow....sigh...

    reach the "road side stop" at about 10+ where we ate lunch....saw 2 very very big fish in the poad 0_0 its at least as long as SL's width.... we all kana shocked ....too bad my phone cannot seem to cap the fish propelly...

    reach sunway at about 2+,bus very de slow..... on the way i spoiled the TV on the bus resulting me not able to watch any movie >.<

    check in blah blah till about 3+ then left for "lunch" at secert reciple which seem to be alot cheaper than SG de...after that shop till 5+ then went ice skate:D

    ice skate was very fun despite me only skate 2 times before...alot of chio bu too haha...then see alot of free show hehe....yuan jian LIED saying he dunno how to skate but he seem to be so much better than us other than wei qiang who was equally good..... people seem to like banging him tho :D he keep saying xiao mei mei like to bang into him for him to hug :D

    somewhere near the closing hr,yuan jian and qiang was monkeying around in the ring....they push each other around then yuan jian fell with qiang still standing...haha qiang was like super stable lor...didnt fell at all during the 3 hrs....

    result of ice skate:improvement,can skate solo for abit le
    total of fall:2

    eat at coffee shop in jusco for dinner....shopped around for alcohol then realise they dont sell DUE TO IT BEING A MUSLIM COUNTRY.laugh till we drop when we realise it....yokie and his gal was emoing in the room as cannot find $150 sing dollars.....

    have a nice time in the bath...stayed in the bath tub for 30 mins plus relaxing haha....

    oh ya....we got 2 room,1 for yokie and his "wife" the other for us:D we got a extra bed in the middle while yokie got a king size bed....haha...no dirty tots there haha

    bed time check: 1st KO: yuan jian
    loudest snore: yuan jian
    strongest endure till late night: qiang
    first to wake up: leslie

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