wahaha.... im blogging in my camp.... its 4am in the morning haha....... camp still ok lar.... doing log.... can say abit sian, but most time abit tired ba.....
tmr will be another long long day..... till 4-6pm like tat..... sian lor haha......
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008 -{'7:45 AM
sudden feel to watch the stars.... being awhile since im able to blank out my mind and watch the stars.... wonder if i will still get a chance....
u told me to wait....... there only 6mths plus left....... am i making the right choice?......
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-{'7:36 AM
lesson was ok today XD... cant wake up due to lack of sleep from previous night.... dont ask why.... i also duno why i cannot sleep.....
lesson learn in net sec today..... FRIENDSTER AND YOUTUBE IS NOT SAFE XD the username and password can still be seen using wireshark lol.... so ya.... haha.... too bad cannot hack ppl since not in same subnet.... haha.....
near miss the lec.... overshot the time spend slacking in i.HUB.... since didnt eat lunch at all....
cgp was damn shiok... me and larry run away from the lab 10 mins into the lab.... HAHA.... cus limtc say finsh can go, so we tell him we done then we run off XD damn shiok haha.....
camp on fri..... MP supervisor meeting on fri.... why so many things fri de....zzzz
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Monday, October 27, 2008 -{'6:53 AM
evening coffee with ah long XD chatted abit.... talked bout the usual stuff.... then he rushed home cus he want watch a drama =_-.....
xing jie msn me this morning.... shocking.... lol.... didnt reply back cus not in the mood... if not wrong they going to gossip behind my back again, not that i care liao.
second week starting tmr, going to go all out chioning MP.... so sorry if i abit edgey if speaking....
and ya..... stop giving me"morning call" at 8am in the morning.... u are awake,im not.... u noe who u are..... grrr
my feet recovered le.... XD maybe going to train for napfa ba....
planning lots of stuff for myself..... maybe this way.... i wont think about you.... maybe this way.... i can sever our ties.... and i can forget bout you....
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Sunday, October 26, 2008 -{'12:42 AM
first weekend.... damn tired.... pratically sleep 18hrs+ haha....
not that i got any plan during this weekend anyway.....
got woken up at 6pm by sis..... woke me up to eat ice cream...lol.... i was like 0_o..... luckily the ice cream was good haha..... those kind that is sold by the ice cream uncle who ride the motor and sell below the voiddeck de haha....
didnt eat much lunch and dinner.... body temp abit over normal... lucky monday holi... can sleep more... if not can die!!!...
忘れなくても baby 好きでも いいですか？ずっと 忘れない…
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Saturday, October 25, 2008 -{'11:59 PM
プラネタリウム 大塚愛
yuuzukeyo kao dasu kieteku kodomo no koe tooku tooku kono sora no doko ka ni kimi wa iru n darou natsu no owari ni futarii de nuke dashita kono kouen de mitsuketa ano seiza nan da ka oboeteru?
aenakute mo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitai n da ano kaori to tomo ni hanabi ga patto hiraku
ikitai yo kimi no tokoro e ima sugu kake dashite ikitai yo makkura de nani mo mienai kowakute mo daijoubu kazoe kirenai hoshizora ga ima mo zutto koko ni aru n da yo nakanai yo mukashi kimi to mita kirei na sora datta kara
ano michi made hibiku kutsu no ne ga mimi ni nokoru ooki na jibun no kage wo mitsumete omou no deshou
chitto mo kawaranai hazu na noni setsunai kimochi fukurandeku donna ni omotta tte kimi wa mou inai
ikitai yo kimi no soba ni chiisakute mo chiisakute mo ichiban ni kimi ga suki da yo tsuyoku irareru negai wo nagareboshi ni sotto tonaete mita keredo nakanai yo todoku darou kirei na sora ni
aenakute mo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitai n da ano kaori to tomo ni hanabi ga patto hiraku
ikitai yo kimi no tokoro e chiisa na te wo nigirishimete nakitai yo sore wa sore wa kirei na sora datta negai wo nagareboshi ni sotto tonaete mita keredo nakitai yo todokanai omoi wo kono sora ni...
The moonlight evening shows it's face, and the voices of the children disappear S omewhere far far off in the sky, you're probably out there We snuck away into the end of the summer, and we found this park Do remember what that constellation was?
Even if we can't be together, I want to follow my memories, and see the same happiness as you do The fireworks burst in a flush, together with that scent
I want to go to where you are, I want to run off right now You can't see anything in the pitch darkness, it's alright to be scared The starry sky with countless amounts of stars is always going to be right here, even now I won't cry, because a long time ago, I saw a beautiful sky with you
The sound of shoes echoing out on that road is still left in my ears Staring at my large shadow, I wonder if you still think about me
Even though they shouldn't have changed at all, sad feelings swell in me No matter what I feel, you're not here anymore
I want to go to your side, even if just for a little while I love you most of all, it's stayed a strong feeling I tried silently wishing on a shooting star But I won't cry, the wish will go through, into the beautiful sky
Even if we can't be together, I want to follow my memories, and see the same happiness as you do The fireworks burst in a flush, together with that scent
I want to go to where you are, clenching my small hands I want to cry, it was such a beautiful sky I tried silently wishing on a shooting star But I won't cry, the wish will go through, into the beautiful sky
忘れなくても baby 好きでも いいですか？ずっと 忘れない…
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Friday, October 24, 2008 -{'7:31 AM
zzz havent updated for a few days.... haha... no mood lar.... abit tired.... like instant ko when hit the bed XD
first week of school have being busy so far.... studies + club booksale duty + camp log + MP = 120% needed..... sorry to all i have shouted at both intentional and non-intentional.... didnt really mean it....
like that 1 week over liao.... 6mth like that go in camp le.... haha,...... sian 1/2.... had a chat with an ex ns-man yesterday .... haha... good guy..... teach me and jian how to fake sore eye haha....
basketball with jian,clive,nigel and sk.... played bare-foot cus my shoe not suited for running purpose.... end result.... my right leg damn damn damn pain.... took a cab cus dont feel like walking with my leg like that.....
grabbed 说好的幸福呢 from joan's blog's video.... haha.... great song... sld download and listen XD
have to thx marmar (haha sound like mother XD) for keep asking me not to emo.... will try de.... but then u have to stop emo also leh....
time table is out.... got cgprog XD playing with GPA again haha.....
same class as ah jian,damien and larry it seem... haha.... at least wont be lonely liao
あなたが 好きで 会いたくてキスが 百億の 雪を 伝うのどこかで 偶然に 巡り 会える日まで
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Friday, October 17, 2008 -{'8:17 AM
haha just came back from oct intake today..... damn tired.... picture for jap trip will have to delay again....
saw my time table.... quite happy despite kana 2 teacher i dont really want to see..... same class as jian ,damien and larry.... its going to be a crazy sem.... haha....
忘れなくても baby 好きでも いいですか？ずっと 忘れない..............…
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Monday, October 13, 2008 -{'10:05 AM
meeting is by chance,but sepearation is by destiny and fate......
no matter how or what we do.... life is abour meeting and sepearation.....
ppl u meet.... ppl who enter and touch ur life..... ppl who leave a mark in ur life...... ppl who change ur life.....
no matter what u can never stop seperation..... thus live life to the fullest..... enjoy ur time with all the people who have entered ur life......
treasure ur friendship...... make more memory..... so ur life is not wasted.....
there no such thing as no time..... there is only no time management....
message to all who read..... join more events... make more friends..... treasure all friendship.... enlarge ur circle..... step out of ur comfort zone...
who know.... u might die tmr.... or live till 80 years later ..... thus..... life is short.... make use of it.....
i'll wait..... till the day where u will accept me again....
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-{'9:22 AM
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-{'8:51 AM
register for my medi check up.... 12 dec 8.30..... haha.... cus all other slot FULL!!!!!
lazy update day 2+ so.......have to wait for it haha.... busy with precamp stuff anyway.... haha
meeting just now in room... the usual ppl turn up.... the usual talk by sharon.... the usual me not listening but downloading song from net....oops XD not usual XD......
play till 7+ then went home..... sms her on the bus.... got reply from her.... feel so happy again..... able to smile a tinny little bit... even tho i still feel damn down for no good reason... but then.... getting a reply from her is good enough le.... at least she speaks to me liao..... tho dont hink we can go back to what we use to be le....
if we can go back to the past..... will u still choose me over the others? if we can go back to the past..... will u still make the same promise? if we can go back to the past..... will the ending of this chapter be the same? if we can go back to the past..... will we be able to make it a happy ending?
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-{'7:29 AM
i forgot how to smile....
i forgot how to laugh....
i forgot how to cry.....
and i forgot how to love.....
can u help me get my emotion back again?
♥ Japan Trip Day zero and 1
Sunday, October 12, 2008 -{'4:19 AM
whee im back in SG... ok... maybe was back yesterday but now then blogged XD
its damn fun there haha.... had lots of memory and a hell lot of photo..... thus... wil not be uploading all photo here...
same class as ah jian,damien and larry it seem... haha.... at least wont be lonely liao
