yawn..... haha.... what a way to waste my sunday..... i slept he whole day away haha......

do you remember your primary school teacher? those adult that chase you for homework , threaten to call ur parents and really mean it? does anyone of them create a impact on ur life that you able to remember them till now even after so many years?

i hated her back then..... haha.... due to the fact that i dont do my work and she practically called my parents every single week.... till the fact that i dont dare return home that time..... but im glad that she forgive me every time with a smile....after calling my parent =_-..... and pulled my result up.... oh.... she a master teacher now..... and gotten a PTA award... ya.... great achivement...... even tho we lost contact after leaving school ( she got promoted and work in MOE now if im not wrong)... i still remember her ya......

just wanted to thank you mrs nora teo, for ur teaching and advice to us in our last year of primary school.

why does the past keep coming back to haunt me..... 2 years plus have past liao sudden come back to haunt me again..... why......

went fetch dad out from hospital.... nothing major.... haha.... glad so XD....

saw wendy at the bus stop, chat with her all the way back from tamp.... haha.... tak bout the future and uni haha..... she seem fine :) so long nv see her liao haha....

bad stomach ache after reaching home..... and like OMG.... sld not put here since abit.... just note that its someting to do with stomach ache and green can le..... haha... sis was laughing at me since she say only ppl who got scare get.....

frankly i wonder what i will do in hte future..... got like no plan like that since i didnt get into biotech.... maybe will try aim for that in uni.... but dont hink will get in.... sigh..... s my future cui the moment i step into bowen sec?..... wonder what life be like if i have attend hongang sec with shao long they all....

我最幸福的事　當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾　讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事　吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人　在左邊心口保留位置　是最幸福的事

我最幸福的事　牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始　只是分開我們都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事　對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起的事　那天和你傻笑著認識
是最幸福的事

judging over XD.... actually already finsh on wed haha.... too lazy to blog...

slack around school these few days... didnt listen much in lesson... haha too tired ba. even when i sleep >8hrs per day.... zzzz

CM forum yesterday..... year 3 didnt helped out much since the bunch of us went for judging/CCOM.... the year 2 s did a great job haha.... positive responses from the lec.....

got a phone call from dad at 2pm saying he waiting to be sent to te hospital.... zzz cant contact mum till 3pm since stupid china worker working on the lift outside my house.... cant hear the phone ring.....

thus had light refreshment ( really light cus SOMEBODY and friend stack 1 whole plate away....u know whou are :D ) then fast debrief.... then went down to hospital's A&E to look for him...

saw 'her' on the way to the MRT....... guess my heart havent really let it go even when i forced it to....

bloody hospital so so so damn slow.... blood test took 3 hrs when they told us estimated 1-1.5 hr.... then senting up to ward took 1 hr... in the end i had to cab home.... zzz bloody waste of money on cab...

對的時間，遇見對的人是一生幸福
對的時間，遇見錯的人是一場心傷
錯的時間，遇見錯的人是一段荒唐
錯的時間，遇見對的人是一聲嘆息....

幸福的滋味是甜甜的偶爾酸酸的
遺憾的感覺是苦苦的偶爾會辣辣的
有些東西要有些遺憾才會有美感
好好對待你身邊的人能在一起就是幸福

toopid msn dont let me sign in nor check my mail =_-.... nvm.... i check later....

judging finsh... think i did ok lar.... nv talk much cus like not enough time... swear alot tho hehe....

anyway.....



2 papers haha... think will pas netsec ba... if i study abit....


speaking of studies...... haha i got 9/20 for web service quiz..... didnt studied at all... not one bit..... reason why i so happy tho i fail? damien got 4/20..... and he studied haha XD pwded XD

忘れなくても baby　好きでも いいですか？ずっと　忘れない…

saw in kavan blog.. nothing to do thus tried it out

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

yay i recovered from my flu.... yesterday played bb haha while waiting for jian they all to be done with with their napfa.... zzz

frankly nothing much i want blog about haha.... zzz


Loving someone is about giving. Your time, your mind, your heart and finally yourself. What you receive is just the bonus

What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What akes up 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:

If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Then:

H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

and

K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But,

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

And,

B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%

AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.

A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118%

So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bull##^^ and Ass kissing that will put you over the top.

Am-I-Dumb.com - The Dumb Test

am i making the right choice?
why am i always being the one maintaining?
am i being used?
maybe im just stupid......maybe im just too tired...... maybe.....just maybe.....

down with flu.... feel damn weak all day haha.... didnt had lunch since dunno what to eat.... thus have some tibits,1 coke and 1 green tea.... ya... all i eaten all day till now....

cab home since feeling damn weak.... debating whether to grab dinner from nearby coffeeshop.... decided not since only 8.30pm.... thought still have dinner left..... horror..... no dinner left.... sian 1/2 now lor..... instant noodles..... dont feel like eating that..... but too weak/tired to travel down le( bout 10 mins walk ba).... how.....

MP report draft tmr.... havent even started on draft yet..... die lar.....

feeling so bad now that feel like dying..... all the worries and problem im keeping behind my smile seem too be overflowing.... when will my sorrow ends.....

btw deming.... i not ji hong XD i didnt stay and help becus of the 2 ETCM year 1s.... i stay becus u all seem to have not enough helper..... plus i sneeze everytime i enter an air-con room....

more post today since i got too much time zzz.... feel so depress now for no reason... haha..... dunno why leh zzz... haha...

feel that time seem to pass so fast.... blink of an eye 5th week liao.... year 3.2 seem so much more calm compare to other year (and damn fast too), maybe cus last year le... wanted to create some final memory while i still can in this school ba.... sorry if u see me do crazy things haha.....

2 more week till term test if i not wrong.... then 12 dec medi check up, then soon will get out of this school and say hello to NS liao....haha..... still not sure if i am able to survive .... haha maybe one of these days u will see a news bout another NSman dying during training haha.... dont be shock ok? XD....

for some reason i hoping for some peace and quiet alone..... zzz.... am i emo again? haha.... i also dunno haha....

half hr more till netsec lec.... then cgp quiz..... then meeting with i.HUB maincomm.... zzz still dunno what to say sia.... think will just say what i feel on the spot ba......

im joining eguides.... as eguides haha.... final year le.... might as well go all out to have fun.....

guess we really are different..... guess that the different between a tian cai and a ho tian de nu li ba.......

lol.... netsec kana cancel today.... thus slacking in the room till 2 pm.... haha.... CGP quiz later.... nv study yet.... die haha.....

had breakfast/lunch with damien and larry at mac haha.... some cute girls there XD the 3 of us was debating on whether it was a short under one of the girls skirt haha.... i still stick to my point.... she wearing shorts.... XD.... stupid damien and his dirty mind XD

lol funny i ban one ip from posting on my cbox in the end i cant reply in school haha.... nvm... unban liao XD

sld reply here ba haha....

nic>clicking will pop up a window asking if u want close lor

weiling> ya wordy.... cus i not zhi lian to take photo of myself XD

van>haha nope... its part of the design when i download it XD.... i just edit the photo and some wording ba le

whee..... another week start liao.... 1 quiz + 1 report submittion this week... haha... i neither studied nor did my report.... haha....

today went back to school for nothing.... pratically woke up at 1pm... then went off to school to stone.... slack in room for few hrs then lend my com for kavan to typed his work...... then slack more browsing random sites.....

had lunch(?) with jian,qiang and yoke, reason for the (?) is that we ate at 4pm in the afternoon haha.... and that NON OF US ATE OUR LUNCH YET haha XD..... so ya.... ate the usual western at the usual place..... compare our steak..... yokie's seem to be the most rare.....

chat abit with yokie talking bout his singing thingy,wasnt listening much since was not intested.... haha.... then yokie keep asking jian to help his ask a girl out haha.....

went back to school at 6pm to accompany jian for his interview.... me and yokie like so x-tra can... only 2 in the room not going the trip haha..... and and and and......... we were like joking in the waiting area lar haha.....

dinner after.... only soul to ate a proper dinner =_-.... both bluff my feeling sia.....

cab home cus too tired.... that uncle return my change in 2 dollar notes sia..... 42 dollars worth of 2 dollars notes can.... siao.... my wallet like damn full lor... think i keep in the piggy first haha.... if not wallet cannot close.....

bottom line..... i really wonder what my purpose of going school today sia..... haha.... maybe i siao le.... quiz tmr report on thurs still can go school on a perfectly fine day when i...... GOT NO CLASS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

u cant force relationship..... only thing we can do is let nature take its course..... and let them settle it themself....

wah start of a new week liao.... si bei sian haha.....

nothing to update since i stayed at home during this week end as well... reason? haha no plan nor anyone to go out with so stayed at home lor haha....

i gain 2kg this year XD finally got out of the 48kg and entered 50kg..... haha.... some people might kill me for this but i still want say this..... dunno leh.... no matter how i eat i wont get fat de..... for ur info i DO eat chicken skin de.... so stop saying i eat very little XD

i sld get a haircut soon... haha.... maybe 1 week b4 the scsm ba.... cus that day will stay under sun whole day.... haha.....

12 dec medi check up le.... sian.... napfa on 7 jan..... sian lor.... zzz hope can pass..... but dont think so haha

u asked me to wait till u are ready.....
guess i will take the bet..... and wait.....
2 years of ns huh.... wonder how life will be after i come out..... will i still be me? will u still be u? or will we just moved on and never looked back again?..... guess only time will tell

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature. You are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms. You live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily. You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

nothing much to update...... haha... i handed up by netsec report.... all fine i think....

last CCN for my poly life..... didnt see lot of thing i wanted to buy, got a few foods and a drink from jun haha..... really pro sia.... and that drink was so damn good i cant bear to finsh it haha....

pretty rough week.... damn dry also.... lucky got frens to up my mood haha..... if not i sure emo like hell liao.... so ya.... thank jian and the gang for accompany me in class haha.....

joke of the week(?):
larry: damien....do u have a master bed room?
damien: ya i have a masterbed room
p.s: read this using NC-16 pt of view

如果那天没有遇见你
我一定不会如此迷茫
如果那天没有爱上你
我一定不会如此疯狂
如果那天你没有离开
我一定不会如此忧伤
如果我不是现在的我
你会不会回来
回到我身旁

taking a break from net sec report(yes i still doing.....)

think i'll plan my err.... plans for this week ba.....

mon:do proj all day
tues:school start 10am..... till 6 ba.....
wed:lesson at 9am (glare) till 12pm...... meet ong at 12.30..... then go i.ZONE survey.... then home ba

thurs: lesson 2pm... got some time before maybe sleep more ba haha...... meeting at 6pm if not wrong...

fri... CCN day.... slack around ba....

yup... plans for this week is done... XD

p.s: plan may change due to mood

こえてほしいなんて
思ったりしないから。
愛してほしいなんて
願ったりしないから。
もう少しだけ,
そばにいて！

“Wanting this to come through,
I never thought of that.
Wanting you to love me,
I won’t wish for that.
So, even for a while…
Can you stay by my side?”

was going crazy doing my net sec just now then sudden remember funny things that happen over this 3 years:

~"rechargable charger....*pause* *laugh*"-yuan jian

~me asking: eh what is the import for java.maths ar?
someone:dunno leh
*me type in: Import java.*;"
if u dunno what im talking about..... nevermind this one

~zack:*while jaywalking on a road filled with cars* dont worry the cars will stop one

~mdm sing:where u get this information from?
ivan: from the west side (website) of american.
us:?!?!?!

~various gang of F604:
train's pa bui tou gang
wilson's bike gang
yuan jian gang
singho's hongki gang

~" in the last station we will be playing fluffy..... err nope we not playing damien"-darren

~"mun san,mun moon,mun jupitar,mun universe....."- train

~"Select * from * where 'Select * from * where * = *' Order BY *"-forgot who liao

~"got gf can break,married can divorce,pregnant can abandon, born liao can disowned"-weiqiang

~"im underage.... im just 14"-jireh

~"funny how our CU head's name all can reverse de..... Long/short,low/high,yin/yang"-leslie

~"hey see here *point to elbow* *bonk*"-leslie

~"....and yuan jian DUNK OVER COBY BRYAN"-yokie

~taking 15 mins to decide where to eat lunch........

~when going out to eat.....someone will sure to shout... "OI WHO SAY GO OUT EAT DE" and we will just say the leading person name....

lol... went for SCSM briefing today..... woke bloodly early..... in the end came back from RP..... KO till 6pm..... lol.... what a waste of a perfectly fine sat......

in other news.... finsh 1/4 of my net sec report..... hopfully i did it correctly...... haha..... 1 page down.... 3 page more of the report to go.......

next fri CCN day liao.... whee can go walk walk have fun again...... wonder what my week zero freshies have done for their booth..... hmmm maybe go support their store if can..... maybe can get to see her ba..... or maybe will not go..... since i promise myself to disturb her.... zzzz

my toes still havent recover..... still no feeling.... die lar.... is my senses going numb soon.....

didnt attend school today.... took a MC to go see doctor (sound strange lol) .... ya.....

think will need to settle alot of stuff tmr.... darren's missing HD, post camp log item, MP , CM forum program dept stuff.... ya... its going to be a long long day tmr..... then still have to do net sec report..... die lar!!!! if only networking part of MP is easiler to be done... then i dont need to worry so much liao.....

maybe i sldnt have get involve in this club in year 1..... maybe that way i will be more happy ba..... maybe... just maybe...

its funny how friendship are form.... sometime it take a few mths even year yet some time it only take 3 days..... XD....

last few mths before i go.....

i miss mentors of nemo.....
raven with his cuma cuma kiss kiss
jinna the pontianak
yujie and maitiu the nemo ba bo
yi ying and her jokes
and the rest of the crazy gang

the AC sister island campers.....
victor the monkey hunter,
jasmine the dino....
chris(ty) the pok-cess
jx the super lamer...
mother 2-roti.....

not to mention my fellow classmate....
yokie the singer
xiao qiang the uncle
ah puah the gong kia
zack the useless carbon
train.... er..... he will roundhouse you...
ivan the muscle man...
wilson the bikegang leader.....

and alot others who have enter my life at some point during this 3 years of poly.... thank you for everthing...