for some reason...these few days my mood have being pretty low..yes i do laugh and smile when im with them but when im alone...all of my emotion just seem to get drain away leaving me empty....and im becoming emo again?.....

was thanks to all my poly frens and senior that i regain my emotion last time...but why am i losing them again.....why......im scare....scare of becoming what i used to be again....a loner, a emo... a stupid fool......

on the brighter side...i hand in my particulars to wee siang...figure that since it might be the last time i will get to see them in poly....haha unless they retain :D