5 more hrs before i get cut off from all sort of communication for 5 whole days....dont get me wrong,i can still call back but then the bill will be sky high...

feeling bad that sis is not accompany us(she going to be alone for 5 whole days...),wonder if she will get lonely.....she doesnt display it but deep down...i sure she will be ba.....haha,mum will most likly say sis will be happy than no one to nag at her for 5 days ba...

another year spending my christmas with shao long , since both of us cant get a date on that day again.... well with looks like this, hard ba haha.... kind of expected serene to be busy so didnt put much hope when she propose for a movie trip...then cancel on second day :P

got an unexpected sms from 'her' on christmas eve.... dont really know what to feel...... why must 'her' contact me after we break off contact for so long.... and when i have given up...... how and what am i suppose to do now? continue this 1 sided thingy or give up completely..... sigh