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Sunday, July 20, 2008 -{'7:45 AM
feeling moody nowadays.... must be the project..... MP/SIP + club + personal problem = extra moody i guess....
not really sure bout my project anymore... just want to end it asap.... hopfully can scape a pass...
still able to balance i.HUB stuff and project so far... ya... D Cup this friday,sat.... sld take it as a time to let down the stress ba XD already missed the last destress point (EEO camp).... hopefully can destress during D Cup ba...
being having some thoughts... just notice that i have not cried for a few years now.... seem my heart have "died" and all the emotion i put up is fake when im with those im not close to.... funny... i used to cry when im young.... and once during secondary school.... but then now... even when i broke up.... my tears wont flow.....(thought it was since i was in the lab and i dont want to cry in front of everyone but then notice that no matter how painful my heart is.... my tears wont flow...) nor when i watch "10 promise to my dog"
maybe i am heartless......or maybe my heart died the day u left.......