lol the effects of alcohol is so fun lol.... think my sis notice it haha.... well... she the one who saw me come back home yesterday night with the 2 long island bottle from 7-11 anyway lol XD.....

alcohol.... its the only item that enable me to temp forget my sorrow... and stress of SIP.....

havent had any for 2 month.... since i promise i wont drink heavily.... and wont drink when she is around.. kept to the promise even when she is no longer by my side..... and now.... i only drink when i really down or having differculty in school.... sigh.... and i thought alcohol is for when im happy only....


dear i miss you so..... tell me..... what must i do..... anything...... so u will come back to me.....